Thursday, June 30, 2022
Genesis 7:1-6
Wednesday, June 29, 2022
Genesis 6:19-22
Monday, June 27, 2022
Genesis 6:11-18
Genesis 6:5-8
Sunday, June 26, 2022
Friday, June 24, 2022
The Cartographers (Peng Shepherd)
What a great book.
In the beginning, I thought I knew where it was going. I assumed The Cartographers by Peng Shepherd was another mystery. An engaging tale that will keep the pages turning, but not memorable. I've read a lot of these books over the years, and after a few pages, I generally know where they're going and enjoy the path along the way.
But this one surprised me. It took some sudden turns, venturing into the magical, asking questions about the purpose of maps and how relationships are transformed by pivotal events. How do maps shape the world? What power do they have?
And how do secrets change relationships?
There are some imperfections about the plot, and the characters aren't as refined as I would have hoped, but overall, it was a thoroughly good read that I enjoyed and devoured!
Ezekiel 3:1-3
Thursday, June 23, 2022
Acts 12:20-24
Wednesday, June 22, 2022
City on Fire (Don Winslow)
I've never read The Godfather, but I've seen the movies. Not what I want to watch on a relaxing Sunday afternoon, but in a certain time and place, they're great drama. The way the relationships twist and turn, the glimpse into a world that is completely foreign -- it's captivating.
Don Winslow's City on Fire is like that. It's a novel about a battle between the Irish and Italian mobs in Providence, Rhode Island. It starts small, and then one slight by one party must be answered by the other, and it escalates, because any slight against one's honor must be met with strength. Any sign of weakness is blood in the water, and there are plenty of sharks in this tale. Some are trying to make their name, while others are just trying to skate through, just trying to survive. It's a small world, but it's all that some people know, and they're trying desperately to keep the walls from collapsing. City on Fire is hard to put down for that reason, because everything is falling apart, but when everyone you know and everyone you love is on the line, do you run and save yourself, or do you stay and fight, even if you know that you'll lose?
Acts 12:12-17
Tuesday, June 21, 2022
Acts 12:6-11
Monday, June 20, 2022
The Secret Race (Tyler Hamilton)
Every once in a while, I come across a book that is absolutely amazing, even moreso because I wasn't expecting it to be so engaging. The most recent example I can think of is David McCullough's The Wright Brothers. I read it because I figured it was an important part of American history I should know about, especially living in Ohio, but I didn't think the story would be so engaging. Couldn't put it down. If you haven't read it, you should. It's way better than whatever else is in this blog post. (I'm nominating that for the understatement of the year.)
I picked up Tyler Hamilton's The Secret Race from the library, and it sucked me in. I couldn't stop reading it. Like everyone else on the planet, I was completely caught up in Lance Armstrong's domination of the Tour de France. I'm not a serious cyclist (I own a bicycle, but the thought of riding 57 miles in the upcoming Pelotonia fundraiser for cancer research this fall intimidates me. But you should donate to my ride anyway.), but Lance's story was so captivating. The guy who recovered from cancer to dominate an event that demands a herculean effort from any participant -- how could you not support that? I remember waiting for updates every day, being amazed at the times an American was posting in a sport that had been dominated by Europeans, with the exception of Greg LeMond.
I was staunchly on team Lance when it came to accusations of doping. Plus, the denials were so bold. How could you not believe someone who denied accusations so confidently? And I figured that someone who had survived cancer would be extra sensitive about what went into his body. I always assumed that doping was a minority in the sport, and that it was possible to win without doping. (USADA later revealed that I was wrong to believe that Armstrong won without doping.)
Tyler Hamilton, who rode with Lance in several Tours, tells his side of the story in an honest way. It's incredibly transparent. In Hamilton's view, no one could win these events without doping -- it simply wasn't possible. All the best riders were doping, and so one had to dope to compete. If you wanted to build a successful career in cycling, you had to do it. It was black or white.
And if you're in those shoes, what do you do? How do you react when faced with the choice of doping or not? Do you give up what you've been working towards? Or do you take something that makes you better? The pressure is immense.
Reading Hamilton's book made me feel sorry for those put in that position. It was never an easy choice. To hold onto your dreams mean you had to sacrifice. In the end, Hamilton paid a huge price. His decision cost him an immense amount. It's easy to look back now and think about how different choices could have led down different paths. It's easy to look in from the outside and say what he should have done.
But there, in that moment, when presented with that choice...
That's a hard place to be.
And Hamilton's book helps me think a little more and have a little more mercy for those who make the wrong decision under pressure. I think that's a good thing.
Romans 5:1-5
Friday, June 17, 2022
Hebrews 3:1-6
Thursday, June 16, 2022
Book of Night
Have you ever been at a picnic on a pleasant summer day, where it's not too hot but the sun is shining and all is right with the world, and you've had a hamburger fresh off the grill that was absolutely edible, completely fine, and nothing more? At the end of the hamburger, you've realized that the hamburger wasn't great, but you ate it, and you're enjoying the day, so it's fine. Maybe it wasn't the best hamburger, but it was good enough to eat and didn't detract from the enjoyment of a beautiful day, so you don't regret it, but if the hamburger had been a little better, well that would've been good, too, right?
That's how I feel about Holly Black's Book of Night. I read it in a couple of days, so it was clearly good enough that it was hard to put down easily. It's a fantasy/mystery about a time when some people have learned how to manipulate their shadows, and the plot is engaging, with some twists and turns along the way to resolution. It's close enough to real that you can almost imagine what it's like, which I think is the sign of a great fantasy book.
But I think what holds it back is that there are some technical things about the people who manipulated their shadows that I still don't understand. By the time I arrived at the end of the book and they were revealing who was what and what they'd done, there were characters that I didn't understand and I wasn't sure who was human and who was kinda human and who was something else. I felt like I needed a legend or guide that explained some of the terms. That would've helped.
Either way, it's interesting to think that some of the malicious shadows were forms that people had pushed all their negative emotions into. I spent some time thinking about this. We try and hide so many of our negative emotions. Sometimes, we're afraid that people will think we don't have our acts together. Sometimes, maybe we're afraid what they might make us do. We worry about ourselves, and we worry how people might react to us if they discover that we're weak and vulnerable and afraid and angry.
In so many ways, we're all longing for a society where we can be ourselves, where we can be honest. I hope the church is a place where we can be vulnerable and still be loved. We are loved as we are, not as we should be, as hard as that can be to accept. We don't have to push things into the shadows.