Wednesday, January 31, 2024

2023 Year in Review: Books I Read and Mostly Enjoyed

   Every year, around this time, although usually earlier when I'm not so busy, I look back at what I read the previous year and offer a top 10 list of favorite books.  When I look back at 2023, I read 58 books totaling 20,347 pages, but I didn't enough great books that I'd add them to the top 10 list.  So it'll be a shorter list this year, and mostly and reminder to make sure you're reading good books!  I'm going to try and raise the bar this year on books that I read in hopes of having a better option for this list when I write it next, in 2025.  I'll almost certainly have fewer books to choose from, as I've currently finished half as many books as I had by this point last year -- certainly not insurmountable, but when I look at that and the books I just checked out from the library, it's not looking like I'll be moving through books at the same pace.  The good news is that I finally finished the first book of Ian Toll's trilogy on the war in the Pacific (Pacific Crucible, which was excellent), which I'd been telling myself to read for at least two years.  I've started Erik Larson's book on the Galveston hurricane (Isaac's Storm) in 1900 and have Candace Millard's River of the Gods and David McCullough's Mornings on Horseback to follow, so it's looking like a higher quality start to the reading year.


  The first book I read in the year was John Man's biography of Saladin.  I'd highly recommend it if your 12th century middle eastern history is a little rusty, like mine was.  I know very little about the Crusades, and even less about those on the other side of the Crusades.  This was an eye-opening account of the dynamics of power and a ruler trying to unify the Islamic world.  Saladin possessed some desirable qualities, especially in light of some of the atrocities of the Crusades.

  The next book I read after that was Joel Dicker's The Enigma of Room 622.  This was very clever and a delightful mystery that bounced from a writer's retreat to the drama of Swiss bank succession.  I read a lot of mysteries last year and I love the way the action turns the page, but this one rose to the top of the pile due to the ingenuity of the plot and the clever twists that made me think.  I appreciate the work that went into this -- it didn't feel lazy, like some of the others I read.

  Looking back at my list, the year started out so strongly... maybe that's why it's so disappointing to realize that the last 11 months of the year didn't contain as much quality as the first month did.  Steven Pressfield's Gates of Fire, a fictionalized account of the Spartans defense of the Persians at the battle of Thermopylae, was fantastic.  I'd highly recommend it as one of the best books I've read in recent years.  It's amazingly human and yet doesn't shy away from the realities of war and the exhaustion and fatigue that come with it.  His Tides of War is on my list for this year.

  After January, it was slim pickings for a while.  Michael Horton's Recovering Our Sanity was a solidly grounded reasoning as to why we need to reject the culture of fear and let our faith ground us in the modern age.  I read Barbara Tuchman's The Guns of August, about the lead-in to WWI -- it's heartbreakingly tragic to think of all the wasted death and the sense of inevitability of it all.  This gave me an appreciation of the recent history before WWI that led into it -- I don't think I had an appreciation for how the previous fifty years shaped the attitudes within Europe at the time and how eager it seemed like many were to go to war.  

  H.G. Parry's The Magician's Daughter was an intriguing read about a girl caught between two worlds.  Adrienne Buller's The Value of a Whale explored the sometimes absurd calculations that come along with some of the environmental movements.  She rightly castigates us for trying to put a monetary value of nature and urges us to take seriously the need to improve our stewardship of the environment, because all the money in the world cannot replace aspects of the environment that we are quickly losing.  Her insight into the drawbacks of carbon offsets was helpful to me as a novice in understanding that market.  

  I read two David Grann books.  The Wager was a wild read about a shipwreck off the coast of South America.  It's hard to imagine what life was like in those days, and the choices the sailors had to make often had no good outcomes.  Killers of the Flower Moon was incredibly well done, although a heart-breaking tale about the corruption that comes along with wealth and the incredible lack of respect given to the Native Americans.  What was done to them is inexcusable and so hard to read.  I haven't yet seen the movie, as it's hard for me to sit still for that long, but Grann did an excellent job telling the story.

  John Cleese's Creativity is worth reading for any engaged in creative pursuits -- it can be read in an hour and gives some helpful pointers.  I'll always recommend (I hope!) Abir Mukherjee's series set in India.  I read the most recent edition in June, Shadows of Men, and they're always beautifully written and give such a sense of place.

  Amor Towles' The Lincoln Highway was an engaging read, but I took issue with the way it ended, and that soured the book for me.  It needed another chapter, in my opinion.  Overall, the book was fine, but A Gentleman in Moscow stands head and shoulders above this one.  Matt Ridley's The Rational Optimist is an important book to read in this age of pessimism.  It's at least ten years old, but similar to Neil Postman's Amusing Ourselves to Death (which is a great read if you haven't yet read it), it's only become more important as we all revert to thinking the end is near, driven on by social media and the news telling us about every tragic event around the world.  Ridley relies upon the data and describes how life continues to get better, year after year, and the rational argument is to expect things to continue to improve.

  Two others that were fun reads were Mel Brooks' All About Me and Tim Harford's Fifty Inventions that Shaped the Modern Economy.  I've always enjoyed Mel Brooks' work, and reading about his youth and the work he invested to arrive at the point where he could start making films was revealing when thinking about the sheer number of hours invested in perfecting his craft.  Brooks gives a sense of delight to this work, and it's always fun to experience a craftsman at his work.  Harford is one I found through his podcast Cautionary Tales, which is always good for hearing about a tragedy that you didn't previously know about!  He brings a fresh eye to history, and this book offers up insights into things we take for granted that make our world work.

  There are a few books I read that were interesting but I expected more from.  Walter Isaacson's The Code Breaker was an interesting exploration of CRISPR technology that led to the MRNA vaccines, but so much of it was over my head.  It's fascinating to explore scientific breakthroughs and realize that while one person often gets the fame, there are usually a number of others who are on the same verge.  Sophie Hannah wrote new books with Agatha Christie's Hercule Poirot as the main character.  I checked out four from the library and felt obligated to read them all, and they were fine, I guess.  Some of the plots were almost too complex.  I appreciate that she's trying to have the spirit of Christie, but often I simply felt tired by the end.  Barbara Kingsolver's Demon Copperhead was simply sad.  The reality of drugs and oxycodone and what it does to lives and communities is heavy.  I was glad I read it, but also happy to move on to something lighter when I was finished.  That's a privilege, I recognize.  

  That's 2023 in books.  There's certainly a number of others I could discuss, and many that were forgotten as soon as they were returned to the library.  I hope to re-read the greatest fiction book of all time this year, which will be a delight when I can re-open Dumas' masterpiece.  I look forward to all the adventures that await this year!

Acts 7:6-8

Acts 7:6-8

  I remembered when we bought our first house, I had no idea how hard it would be.  We were so excited to be homeowners and so excited to move in that I don't think we really counted the cost.  We didn't realize the hardships of paying for trees to be removed and cutting the lawn and killing the weeds and the pests and on and on and on.  
  God never promises that things will be easy.  God is often upfront about how hard it will be.  When Jesus called the disciples, he didn't say it would be a life of leisure.  So let us be wary of anyone who promises that the Christian life is always better, day after day.  Because then, when things get hard, we start to doubt if we're strong enough Christians.  But that's not right -- life is hard because of the reality of sin and brokenness, but when we suffer, it's not because we're not strong enough Christians.  God says life will be filled with challenges, and that's part of being human.  But God leads us through the mountaintops and the valleys, and God abides with us in both.  
  So let us cling tightly to God, and when adversity comes, may we give thanks for a God who warns us about the challenges of discipleship but also equips us to endure it and abides with us each day.

Tuesday, January 30, 2024

Acts 7:1-5

Acts 7:1-5 

  So Stephen was doing signs and wonders among the people, but others were opposed to his ministry, so they made false accusations, proving that no good deed goes unpunished.  Stephen then has the opportunity to respond to his accusers, and I love how he begins all the way back in the beginning.  Stephen's ministry isn't rooted in something new and in style for the moment -- Stephen is rooted in a tradition going back centuries.  He is anchored, and he knows the story of his people and his God.  
  What a gift that is -- in our modern world, people are uncertain what truth is, and they see 'influencers' rise up out of nowhere, often peddling some product or story that likely has no background, and thousands flock to them, seeking something new to alleviate their concerns.
  Stephen, rather than grabbing for something new that might promise to save him, stands steadfast, rooted in faith, because he isn't afraid.  He knows that the truth supports him, and so he is confidant.
  May we learn our own story and the story of our faith as well, that we can be unafraid and rooted in times of chaos.

Monday, January 29, 2024

Psalm 16:9-11

Psalm 16:9-11 

  Salvation is for our whole body -- it's not just our minds, but our bodies and our spirits that rejoice at the work that God is doing in us.  To know that we are saved -- this is the fullness of joy and the greatest hope we could have.  We have been delivered from death into life, and there is nothing greater.
  May we rejoice in this today.  May we root ourselves in it now, and may that carry us through the day.  May we find ways to share that joy, to spread that joy, to everyone we encounter.

Friday, January 26, 2024

James 5:7-8

James 5:7-8 

  It requires incredible faith to grow anything from a seed.  I imagine telling someone without any prior knowledge what it would take.  You'd tell them to dig a hole, drop a seed in, sprinkle some water on it on occasion, and wait.  There's nothing else you can do at that point -- you're just waiting.
  The Bible uses agricultural images a lot.  Partly because that's the community to which the Bible was written, and partly because they work so well.  Faith requires trust -- it's not something we can control.  The coming of the Lord is at hand, but it's not up to us when and how it happens.  
  So let us establish our hearts and pursue Christ as though it is the most important thing in life, because it is.  And let us turn over our anxieties to God, because our worry does not advance our faith.  May we wait in patience, trusting in God who has proved to be trustworthy, and wait for the Holy Spirit to direct our path.

Thursday, January 25, 2024

3 John 1:1-4

3 John 1-4

  The world is full of people pursuing joy.  Social media will tell you all sorts of possible solutions.  Some of them may be authentic, others not so much.  It's easy to get carried away with the promises people make and the lifestyles they portray -- many have captured the art of making luxury seem accessible, when in reality there's a complex machine that you don't see, but they create an image that others pursue, selling a dream.
  What I love about this letter is that the author finds great joy in the news of a people living in faith.  He takes joy in the success and faithfulness of others.  Their success brings him no greater joy, he writes. 
  May we tell the success stories of one another in the church, and may we rejoice when we hear of others who hold fast to the truth.  May we find joy in the faithful integrity of our brothers and sisters in Christ, and may that joy sustain us.

Wednesday, January 24, 2024

1 John 1:5-10

1 John 1:5-10 
English Standard Version 

  Have you ever been sitting in a dimly lit room, straining to work on something, when someone else comes in and turns the light on?  It's an immediate transformation, all made possible because someone else flipped a switch for you.  You could've stood up and done it, but you didn't, for whatever reason.  You sat there in the dark, and it was someone else who illuminated you.
  The Gospel is similar to that.  Finding our way out of sin isn't something we do on our own.  If it required us to change our location on our own, we'd never find the way -- we'd be fumbling around in the dark, looking for a light switch that we're unable to find.  Instead, what happens is that God walks into the room and throws a switch, immediately transforming our condition, not due to our own efforts, but due to God's efforts.  We don't have to physically move from light to dark through deeds, but we do so through an act of faith, confessing our sins to the one who is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

Tuesday, January 23, 2024

Galatians 2:15-16

Galatians 2:15-16 

  If the police pull you over for speeding, it doesn't matter how well you know the law, all that matters is that you were breaking it.  
  The Jews had the Law, but Scripture (and our own hearts) reveal that we cannot keep the Law.  Martin Luther called the heart a factory of idols -- we continually come up with things to worship.  It's like bragging about being humble -- even if you manage to be humble, you might find a way to mess that up!  
  Thanks be to God that we were given more than the Law.  Jesus Christ comes to show us the mercy and love of God in a person, in a relationship, and to do what we could not -- Jesus kept the Law perfectly, and died a perfect death as a perfect sacrifice, so that we could have what we could not gain on our own -- a perfect relationship with God, all presented as a free gift to us. 
  What wonderful love it is, so that we no longer have to worry about keeping the Law perfectly, but can spend our lives rejoicing in what God has given to us.

Monday, January 22, 2024

Psalm 13

Psalm 13 
English Standard Version 

  How long?  It's a question we've all asked.  We've asked it in waiting rooms at doctor's appointments, as we wonder how long we'll be sick for.  We've asked it reading the news, seeing another shooting death or another war breaking out.  We've asked it when we've seen people standing at the end of freeway ramps, as we've wondered how long poverty will prevail.  We've asked it as we sit in the hard pews at funeral homes, weeping for what is lost.
  How long, the Psalmist asks, and we ask as well.  
  And yet watch as the Psalm develops.  The Psalmist is clearly in a place of despair, but notice in verses 5-6 that there is already anticipation of delivery.  The Psalmist continues to trust, and his heart still rejoices, because he knows the Lord will deal bountifully.  He anticipates the coming salvation, even in the midst of despair.  May we have the faith to do the same.

Friday, January 19, 2024

Revelation 3:17-19

Revelation 3:17-19 

  Have you ever gone to the store and forgotten your wallet?  Depending on how far along you were in your shopping, it can be embarrassing.  You probably don't go to the store manager and ask them if you can simply pay for it later.  You have to give up and go back to retrieve some method of payment.
  Here in Revelation, the rich are being made aware that they are actually poor.  In God's store, their money can't buy anything... but the good news is that God's economy doesn't work like our own.  In God's economy, those most ready to buy are those that realize they don't have any acceptable currency.  We like to think of our good works as currency, but the Gospel opens our eyes to the reality that our good works aren't enough to overcome our sin.  We are bankrupt, but in God's economy, the realization that we are bankrupt actually becomes the currency we need to buy from God treasure beyond compare.  With the realization that we are poor, we then become rich, and we are clothed in white garments, dressed for the banquet in heaven, because we who are poor are made rich by the love and mercy of God.
  If we claim to be rich, we miss out because we're poor.  If we realize that we are poor, that we had treasure and squandered it through the holes in our pockets, then we recognize that we are made rich beyond our wildest dreams, beyond all we can ask or imagine, and life truly begins!

Thursday, January 18, 2024

1 Timothy 6:17-19

1 Timothy 6:17-19 

  The Bible has a lot to say about money, and it's all nuanced and complex -- none of it straightforward, which I deeply appreciate.  It's great to be treated like an adult, to be challenged.  It's easy to just think that money is bad and we should give it all away.  Indeed, Jesus tells the rich young ruler to do exactly that.  Why does he do that, when other rich people aren't charged the same prescription?  We don't know exactly, but it's because Jesus treats each of us differently, challenging and loving us uniquely.  We aren't just another faceless Christian -- we're beloved and treasured for who we are, and we're asked to grow a little differently, because we're not all the same.
  Here in 1 Timothy, we're talking about money again, and the rich are challenged to ensure their hope doesn't rest on their riches.  Instead, their riches are called to fuel their good works, so that when they define themselves as rich, it's on the basis of their lives and how money deepens their relationships, so that the money is simply a way to invest in God's Kingdom.  If they use their money well, it'll help them see how they can take hold of the true wealth of God's Kingdom, and discover true wealth and true life.  Let us not get confused by all the things that glitter here and now, and may we focus on what is truly life. 

Wednesday, January 17, 2024

Proverbs 2:1-5

Proverbs 2:1-5 

  Social media is awash in people promising riches.  They'll teach you how to trade penny stocks and options and make a huge fortune with very little effort.  They'll probably teach you how to trade various coins and NFTs and other products that may or may not have any real value.  It's easy to dismiss these, but lots of people invest their time and money into these schemes, hoping for a way to get rich quickly.  
  Seek the Lord like silver, Scripture teaches us, and we'll discover unimaginable wealth.  True riches, God tells us, are obtainable, only they don't look like what the world will tell you they look like.  These riches bring peace of mind and stability in ways money can never buy.  Joy, deep joy, is purchased with the Lord's treasure, and when you buy such things, you don't have less treasure -- you have more, because of the way the Lord produces abundance.  
  I pray for the ability to discern true wealth from the world's wealth.  It's so easy to get confused and spend too much time and energy pursuing earthly wealth.  There's nothing inherently wrong with material wealth -- until we fall in love with it and love it more than God.  That's when it's dangerous.  That's when it steals our heart.  That's when we start to lose sight of God's treasure, and we become poor, no matter how much earthly treasure we may have. 
  

Tuesday, January 16, 2024

Proverbs 1:20-22

Proverbs 1:20-22 

  I think we subscribe to four streaming services, although I lose count.  I don't watch them very often, but there's a couple good shows on them that I'll always think twice about canceling them, especially if I'm looking for something distracting to do while I'm on the treadmill and need to not think about how much work I'm doing not to go anywhere.  Each streaming service offers an endless list of distractions.  
  Wisdom, Scripture tells us, cries aloud, but it's a noisy world, and there's a long list of things that are vying for our attention.  Many of these things are easier than trying to grow in wisdom.  Everything Netflix offers is less work than studying Scripture.  And there's nothing wrong with watching Netflix every now and again -- but if that's the primary usage in our free time, Scripture will tell us that we're missing out.  We're missing the chance to grow in knowledge.  
  So let us make sure that we create enough space and stillness in our lives for Wisdom to speak.  God is calling to us, urging us to grow.  If we forever deafen ourselves by filling our ears with entertainment, we'll miss what God has to say.

Monday, January 15, 2024

Proverbs 1:1-7

Proverbs 1:1-7 
English Standard Version 

  Ever feel like you're just trying to get by?  Sometimes life can be overwhelming, and we get into a mode where we're simply surviving.  
  What happens next is that we get stuck there -- we forget to turn that off, and the part of our brain that focuses on long-term growth begins to atrophy.  We forget to think about what we want to grow into, and we just keep on keeping on.  
  Scripture pushes us to grow, because it focuses our minds on the eternal -- God has a long-term plan for us to grow into the people we were created to be.  We aren't called to simply survive, or to sit and wait comfortably.  We're to grow and seek knowledge, to pursue God with all of our hearts, investing our lives in preparing for the eternal kingdom of God.  

Friday, January 12, 2024

Mark 16:8

Mark 16:8 

  I have always loved this ending of Mark's Gospel.  Here are the women, faithful to Jesus Christ to (and through!) the end, fleeing in fear and astonishment.  They have witnessed something remarkable, something earth-shattering, and they do not know what to do next.  It says they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid... and yet they clearly told someone.  What did they say?  What did they do next?
  We don't know.  We know they told the story, and news of the Gospel began to spread.  But we don't have the details.
  We are invited to use our imaginations, to wonder at what the women said and did, at how the Holy Spirit was at work.  It's a divine mystery, and it is part of our story.  We step into the story, putting ourselves in that place.  What would we have done?  How do we tell the story now?  What comes next?

Thursday, January 11, 2024

Mark 16:4-7

Mark 16:4-7 

  Remember when you were a child and your parents told you all sorts of things that you disregarded at the time but look back later and realize that they actually did know what they were talking about?  It turns out that as you age, your parents become much smarter.  
  In some ways, it would've been very funny if Jesus had walked into the room with all the disciples and simply said, "Remember what I was telling you all for the last three years?"  Jesus is too gracious for that, but the angel in the empty tomb does point out that Jesus had been talking about this for years.  He predicted his own death and resurrection, which by itself makes him the single most amazing person that has ever lived.  
  What would you do for the opportunity to draw close to this man?  How would you change your life to make more room for him?  What is more important than this?

Wednesday, January 10, 2024

Mark 16:1-3

Mark 16:1-3 

  When would you give up hope?
  Ever been to a restaurant and tried to figure out when to ask the waiter what's happened with your dinner?  You know that it's been a long time, and you haven't exactly been paying attention, but you know it's well past how long it should have taken.  Do you give up and go elsewhere?  Or do you stay, hopeful that your hope will pay off and you'll eventually be served?  
  I have the same debate at the doctor's office.  They take you back and put you in an exam room, and then they leave you.  Sometimes, it seems like everyone then goes out to lunch, where their waiter takes forever.  How long until you go looking for someone, giving up hope that anyone remembers you're in that room?
  It's hard to know how long to hold on to hope.  How long is hope rational?  When's the right time to give up hope, to move on?
  The women went to the tomb.  Thankfully, they weren't like the men who were hiding away, worried about saving their own skin.  The women had a mission to complete.  There were obstacles in the way, but they went, faithfully, knowing there was a stone at the tomb, uncertain of the solution, but hopeful that God would make a way, as God has been doing for thousands of years.
  May we hold onto hope in God, for hope placed in God never disappoints.  

Tuesday, January 9, 2024

Mark 15:42-47

Mark 15:42-47 

  The wonders of the Gospel is that we often have no idea how God might use us or the resources we have in our lives.  We think we know what discipleship will look like -- and then something happens that we never would've expected.  Imagine telling Joseph of Arimathea when he was young that he'd one day wind up with an extra tomb that would end up hosting one of the most pivotal events in human history, and what he would need would be the courage to ask Pilate for the body of a crucified man.  He probably would've asked for a more traditional route of discipleship.  But that's not what he was called to.
  I don't know what you're called to do.  I don't know how you're called to serve.  It may something ordinary that is completely expected.  Or it could be something marvelously unexpected that will make you wonder what God is up to.  We only know when the moments reveal themselves, and at that moment, God asks us to look at everything in our lives and offer it up for the glory of God.  If we're willing to do that, we end up in the deep waters of discipleship, where God calls us and challenges us and equips us and sends us.  

Monday, January 8, 2024

Psalm 4:3-8

Psalm 4:3-8 

  So this year, I'm attempting to have a 'Psalm of the Week', where we'll send out a Psalm in the church e-newsletter and read that in worship the following Sunday.  This week's is Psalm 4, which ends with the lovely thought that the believer has more joy in their heart than those whose lives abound with grain and wine.  There's nothing fundamentally wrong with grain and wine abounding... but that joy pales in comparison to the joy we get from God.
  Do you believe that?
  It's hard for us wrap our minds around that.  The world's joy seems pretty fun, right?  
  But God's joy has the ability to give any of us peace when we lie down at night.  What's amazing is that peace is available even in the toughest of circumstances.  Remember when Peter was in jail?  He could sleep peacefully, because he had God's joy in the depths of his heart.  When Paul was imprisoned and his life was in constant danger?  God's peace allowed him to dwell in safety.  That safety is eternal, unlike anything the world can offer -- all the wine and grain in the world cannot keep us safe from some of the world's threats.  We know this, but forget it because it's easier to wrap our minds around, and we think it will impress others.  
  May we dwell in the peace and safety of God, today and every day!

Friday, January 5, 2024

Mark 15:33-41

Mark 15:33-41 
English Standard Version 

  I've always found so much packed into these verses.  Mark is telling a tragic tale, but he's doing so from the other side of Easter, and so he knows the light will continue to shine in the darkness, and he's pointing to all the ways God was at work.  It's always easier to look back at moments and see how God was at work, for in the midst of the storm, it's all we can do to take the next step.
  We have Jesus crying out with a voice from the Psalms, asking why God has forsaken him.  Think about what Jesus gave up -- here, he is ripped apart from the Father, with whom he has dwelt in perfection for eternity.  The enormity of the pain and sacrifice is more than we can fathom, but we know that it was done out of love for us.  
  And then the curtain in the temple is torn in two.  This is the thick curtain that separated the holy of holies, where God was thought to dwell, from the rest of the temple.  Here, God is inviting us into the temple, into God's presence, as there is no longer a barrier between us.  This is probably my favorite symbolic act that takes place in the Gospels.  Tradition tells us the curtain was probably at least four inches thick -- this is a physical barrier that is removed, showing us that God wants us to be near God, that we are welcome in God's presence, for all that once stood between us has been removed.
  Finally, we have the centurion, who may well have been mocking Jesus earlier, recognizing Jesus for who he is.  We have a man who would be an unlikely convert being shown by Mark to understand what God is doing.  This is one of those instances where we understand that this wasn't made up -- otherwise, you'd have a chief priest or other leading religious figure being the one to figure it out.  Instead, it's a soldier.  All are welcome to God's table, no matter your background or career.  Christ gives an invitation through his death for all to come and revel in God's presence.

Thursday, January 4, 2024

Mark 15:21-32

Mark 15:21-32 

  You know it's bad when the people being crucified with Jesus were mocking and reviling him.  The Gospel writers paint a scene as bleak as it can be -- he cannot carry his own cross.  He is stripped naked.  Even the robbers dying with him seem to have more dignity than Jesus.  
  If humans were making up the story, this is the low point, right before Jesus would jump down off the cross and defeat the Romans, showing them who was really in charge.  If it were a movie, Jesus would somehow manage to fight off individual soldiers despite crippling wounds suffered only moments earlier (I've never understood that part of action movies, and I've watched a lot of action movies).  
  But this isn't a human story.  This is God's story, and so it doesn't end before his death.  It continues to get worse, because Jesus will suffer a fate worse than any human ever has.  He'll die there on the cross, and it will appear that all the mockers were correct about him, but only because there is more to the story than simply life and death.  This is about eternity and eternal life, and it's a bigger battle than simply one man.  He's fighting for what we cannot see, waging a war against the powers and principalities.  Sin is bigger than Rome, bigger than death, and God will defeat it all, so God writes a bigger story than our minds can grasp.  
  So many who mocked him couldn't grasp this.  Even the disciples, who fled for their lives, struggled to see it.  It would be days before they began to see glimpses of what Jesus meant, and what God was doing.  

Wednesday, January 3, 2024

Mark 15:16-20

Mark 15:16-20 

  Jesus endured this all because he loves you, and Jesus thinks you are worth it.  
  So many things in this world will try and affix labels to you, will tell you that you don't measure up in one way or another.  We're constantly measuring ourselves -- think about the way you feel when you drive through a neighborhood with 5,000 square foot homes that are worth millions.  You probably feel inferior.  Maybe you judge them, because you want to bring them down to your level.  Maybe you're jealous of what they have.  There are so many emotions that we grab in moments like that, when we wish we had what someone else did.  It could be financial success or beauty or stature in society.  It could be any number of things, but we feel like we are lacking.
  In all of those moments, remember that Jesus was willing to endure being beaten and mocked by soldiers so that you could be redeemed.  Jesus didn't have to endure this -- in the blink of an eye, a legion of angels could've destroyed the entire Roman army and carried Jesus away to a throne of grace surrounded by angels praising his name.
  But he stayed.  He suffered painful beatings and brutal torture.  He heard their mocking cries.
  All because of his love for you.
  Jesus thinks you're worth everything.

Tuesday, January 2, 2024

Mark 15:6-15

Mark 15:6-15 
  When the people in the crowd showed up at the pearly gates later on, and St. Peter asked them about their participation in the cries to crucify the Messiah, what do you suppose they had to say for themselves?  I'm sure there's a good amount of finger pointing going on, looking for someone to blame.  They could look to the chief priests, and wonder why their religious leaders were so opposed to Jesus' work and ministry.  But we're called to be accountable for our own decisions.  Even if the madness of crowds is to blame.
  It's so important that each of us know and understand Scripture for ourselves.  Wouldn't it have been great if the crowds had turned to the chief priests and started asking questions when they went to stir up the crowd?  I would've loved it if they'd started asking questions.  We should find religious communities where we are free to ask questions.  We should know Scripture well enough that we can tell when our leaders are leading us astray.  If we disagree with a view a leader has, that doesn't mean we have to break faith or leave the community, but it does mean that we should know what they believe and why, and come to our own conclusions as to why they might feel that way.  It's vitally important that we hold one another accountable and help each other keep from wandering away from the Truth.

Monday, January 1, 2024

Lamentations 3:22-24

Lamentations 3:22-24 

  Happy New Year!  I pray God's blessings on the year to come, that we may each grow in knowledge and love of the Lord.  It has always stuck with me that the primary sin that most of us need to repent of is that we love God too little.  I think that's certainly true for myself -- I tend to love other things that are easier for my hands and mind to grasp, and so I chase those, rather than pursuing a life-giving relationship with my Creator and Sustainer.  My hope and prayer for this year is that we take seriously the invitation to cast ourselves onto Jesus and let him guide us, lead us, love us, heal us.  We need it.  I need it.  You need it.  
  In the year to come, may God's mercies renew us each morning, and may we recognize that God is truly all we need.  May that peace and knowledge sustain us.