Tuesday, January 31, 2023
1 Corinthians 4:6-7
Monday, January 30, 2023
1 Corinthians 4:1-5
Friday, January 27, 2023
1 Corinthians 3:18-23
Thursday, January 26, 2023
Gates of Fire
On the way back from Dallas on Tuesday, I finished Steven Pressfield's Gates of Fire. It's an old historical fiction story about the battle of Thermopylae, the Spartan battle against the Persian invaders that helped preserve Europe from decimation at the hands of Xerxes and his troops. The movie 300 tells the same story about how an outnumbered Greek force held the Persians off for days, at the eventual cost of all of their lives, although the movie mostly made me feel vastly inferior for not spending every waking hour at the gym.
It's a sobering thought to watch the movie or read the book and think about those brave Greek soldiers stoiclly going to their deaths, bravely resisting a horde many times their number, offering their lives to preserve their country, even with the knowledge that they would perish in the effort. It reminds me a bit of the end of the movie Glory, when the soldiers are on the beach about to charge, facing overwhelming odds and with little hope of being alive at the end of the day. What does one think about in such moments of peace before the trumpets of war sound and violence reaches up from the pit to ensnare its victims in the icy grip of death? What memories abound in the heart while the eyes take in the sights and sounds of weapons at the ready? How do the feet obey orders while the soul screams?
There's an interesting discussion related in the book. Pressfield writes from the perspective of a squire attached to one of the Spartan leaders, and at one point, the Spartan is asking his fellow soldiers what the opposite of fear is. I don't know what comes to your mind -- courage is the easy answer, but it's not the conclusion reached here. No, the opposite of fear, Pressfield suggests, is love. The Spartans stay in the fight and overcome the desire for self-preservation because of a love stronger than fear, a love for the soldier next to them and a love to preserve their homeland.
I think about this in relation to Augustine's thoughts that the essence of sin is disordered loves. We love the wrong things, and so we find ourselves enveloped in sin, because those loves lead us to places we wouldn't have planned to go where we do things we never thought that we would do. If we loved things properly, if we loved God first and others next, then we'd love and serve and worship in a way that made humanity sing with harmony. But we love ourselves and pleasures more than these, and so we cheat one another and selflessly pursue for ourselves. We plunder and brawl to get, rather than serving to give. Because our loves are disordered, we're driven by fear.
The best line the Spartans have, which I think is discussed in Dan Carlin's Hardcore History episode on the Persian Empire (King of Kings III), is when Xerxes (which is a fantastic name for a dog, in my opinion) comes and asks the Spartans for their spears, imploring them to serve him rather than end up dead beneath the wheels of the Persian war machine. King Leonidas' reply? Molon Labe, which means "Come and take them."
1 Corinthians 3:16-17
Tuesday, January 24, 2023
1 Corinthians 3:10-15
Monday, January 23, 2023
1 Corinthians 3:5-9
Friday, January 20, 2023
1 Corinthians 3:1-4
Thursday, January 19, 2023
1 Corinthians 2:14-16
Wednesday, January 18, 2023
1 Corinthians 2:11-13
Tuesday, January 17, 2023
2022 Book Review
Here it is, the post that everyone has been waiting for! Books in review for 2022. The good news for the year is that I still haven't read a book as bad as Eugene Sue's The Wandering Jew, which I finished at the end of 2020 and still cannot believe how bad the last 700 pages were. I'll let go of that someday, but not yet.
In 2022, I read 53 books, totaling 19,111 pages. I wish I could say that the book per week average meant that I took a measured approach and read a little every day, but that was not at all how it worked. Instead, I end up finding a few good books and missing plenty of nights of solid sleep due to staying up too late into the night. I binge on books.
I didn't have a top 10 list this year -- I didn't read as many great books as I did in 2021. I read a lot of books this year that didn't stick with me -- I finished them, returned them to the library, and then promptly didn't think about them again. So instead of a top 10, I've listed a few notable books below.
-Far and away, the best book of the year was Kate Quinn's The Diamond Eye. Fantastic story of an amazing woman fighting as a sniper in the Soviet army and then becoming best friends with Eleanor Roosevelt. Cannot recommend this one highly enough.
-I stumbled across Abir Mukherjee's A Rising Man, and then read the next three books in the series. It's a post-WWI British detective working in India. The mysteries are good stories, but the standout quality of these books is the sense of place Mukherjee is able to provide through his writing. Beautifully written books that make you feel as though you are there, which is all the more amazing given that India and Ohio have slightly different climates.
-Charles Mann's The Wizard the Prophet was a very interesting read. He focuses on two fundamentally different approaches to the environmental movement. The Prophets focus on a doom and gloom approach, predicting the end of the world, while the Wizards are focused on the ways technology help overcome the environmental challenges we face. This is a book you read that makes you think about how you see the world and what kind of approach you'd take to challenges.
-Suzanne Simard's Finding the Mother Tree is a reminder of how amazing nature is. Trees care for one another, which should force us to think deeply about the forest as a living organism more than a collection of different plants. Perhaps if we were to take that approach, we'd hesitate before removing forest for developments and enter such realms with appropriate reverence.
-The Secret Race, by Tyler Hamilton, was impossible to put down. Hamilton detailed his usage of steroids as a world-class bike rider, and the careful steps taken to stay ahead of drug testers. I'd never realized the pressure to do steroids, and Hamilton made me think about my opinions about those who use them, especially in a world like cycling, where it is impossible to be competitive without steroids.
-Peng Shepherd's The Cartographers was a fun exploration of how maps change the world. Do maps have power to create reality?
-I finally read Erik Larson's Devil in the White City, about a serial killer during the Chicago World's Fair. The part about preparing for the World's Fair and building a ferris wheel was amazing. The part about the serial killer was terrifying. Overall, it seems like everything Larson writes is worth reading and well-written.
-I read a bunch of Anthony Horowitz's writing this year, including the three James Bond novels that he wrote. It seems like he's turning out a book a month! All of his mysteries are fun adventures.
That's the list for the year. As always, the world expanded when I read, and I got to escape reality every time I turned a page. I look forward to what I'll dive into this year!
1 Corinthians 2:6-10
Thursday, January 12, 2023
The Enigma of Room 622
Joel Dicker's The Enigma of Room 622 is a great mystery. It's on a long list of books that I figured I'd read over a week or so and ended up devouring in a few days because I couldn't put it down. It centers an author who goes away to vacation and notices the hotel has a room 621, 621A, and 623, but no room 622. Pretty soon he and his self-proclaimed assistant are exploring the story behind the murder that took place in room 622 years ago.
My takeaway from this is how dangerous our appetites can be to the health of our souls. As someone once said, the only word our appetites know is more. How often have those who were content lost everything when they've chased even more? It's so easy to get caught up in wanting more, and so hard to resist the siren song of keeping up with others, even when we're chasing something that we didn't even want at one point. But those roots start small, and they sink deeper into our lives, when they've soon taken over and we're obsessed with a chase, even at great cost to us.
It's what makes the 23rd Psalm so interesting. When the Lord is our shepherd, we do not want. How amazing is the thought of being fully satisfied and wanting for nothing? That's a life worth striving for.
1 Corinthians 2:1-5
Wednesday, January 11, 2023
1 Corinthians 2:1-5
Tuesday, January 10, 2023
Saladin
Can we all agree that Disney's animated Robin Hood is the second-best Robin Hood, bested only by Robin Hood: Men in Tights? I've seen three or four Robin Hoods, and I never gave much thought to all the discussion about John trying to capture the throne away from Richard III, who was off fighting in the Crusades. Maybe it's hard to be too focused on historical realities when you're watching Robin Hood's merry men sing about their tights or you're thinking about the archery skills of an animated fox. Or maybe I was simply trying to ignore the brutal realities of the Crusades, which surely are at or near the nadir of the faith, with promises of salvation to all who died fighting in the Crusades.
Somewhere, I'd seen a recommendation of John Man's biography Saladin: The Sultan who Vanquished the Crusaders and Built an Islamic Empire. It was a short, quick read, and a fascinating look at those on the other end of the Crusades. Man paints Saladin as a heroic figure -- not perfect, but able to balance the demands of trying to rule in a dynamic, contested geography while battling the Europeans for rule over Jerusalem and other nearby areas. Saladin comes off as far less bloodthirsty and more merciful than the Crusaders, who exercise no restraint when fighting for an area. Saladin takes a longer-term view -- he doesn't want to let a slaughter happen in an area where he'll have to rule, and at other times, he simply doesn't seem interested in exterminating his foes, exercising civility and restraint.
Man's biography is a window into a period of history I knew very little about -- I didn't connect this to Robin Hood until close to the end, when Richard III comes to fight for Jerusalem, and I realized that John's attempt to seize the throne was taking place while Saladin was fighting off the Crusaders. It's well worth the short investment to learn about a time and place that may be a mystery to many.