John 19:12-16

John 19:12-16 
English Standard Version (ESV)

  Don't give up.
  Jesus talks about the road to discipleship being narrow and challenging, and he often speaks in such a way that makes it sound almost impossible.  If we tackle it with human effort alone, it is impossible.  But remember that Jesus also speaks in such a way, and lives in such a way, that demonstrates the incredible grace and unlimited power that is poured into us through his Lordship.  When we bow the knee before Christ, we are submitting to a Savior who chooses to be for us, who chooses to love us and freely bestow unmerited favor upon us.  Our response, then, is to endeavor to walk the challenging road of discipleship and do everything in such a way that consistently honors Christ. 
  I fail at this constantly-- it's one of the things I consistently do.  We all do, in small and big ways, and there are pages and chapters in our lives that we'd love to have a second chance at.  What also happens is there is a little voice that constantly reminds us of those failures, and the opposition encourages us to give up, to throw in the towel, because we'll never be good enough, never quite measure up.
  Don't give up.
  Pilate, as we understand it here, wanted to release Jesus, but the opposition was too strong, and he did not release Jesus.  Pilate gave in, and verse 16 is a tragic end to Pilate's role in Jesus' life. 
  As Paul reminds us, let us fight the good fight.  Let us strive to serve more faithfully each day.
  But do remember, that even when you fail, God's mercies are new every morning, and the love of God is from everlasting to everlasting.