Judges 6:11-16
The Calling of Gideon
Now the angel of the Lord came and sat under the oak at Ophrah, which belonged to Joash the Abiezrite, as his son Gideon was beating out wheat in the wine press, to hide it from the Midianites. The angel of the Lord appeared to him and said to him, ‘The Lord is with you, you mighty warrior.’
Gideon answered him, ‘But sir, if the Lord is with us, why then has all this happened to us? And where are all his wonderful deeds that our ancestors recounted to us, saying, “Did not the Lordbring us up from Egypt?” But now the Lord has cast us off, and given us into the hand of Midian.’
Then the Lord turned to him and said, ‘Go in this might of yours and deliver Israel from the hand of Midian; I hereby commission you.’ He responded, ‘But sir, how can I deliver Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family.’ TheLord said to him, ‘But I will be with you, and you shall strike down the Midianites, every one of them.’
Everyone loves the
underdog. It's part of our American ethos—we love the story of the
person who is down and out, who has no advantages, but ends up
succeeding beyond everyone's wildest imaginations. It's the reason
that all the presidential candidates latch on to some story from
their past that indicates they have humble roots, no matter how many
millions they may have now—they're trying to connect with that
story, to make us believe they are just another commoner who has
succeeded by the value of their own work.
The movie Rudy
is one example of this story. It's the story of a kid who is too
small to play football at Notre Dame, but the movie would have us
believe that through his hard work and determination he becomes a
hero to many and eventually makes it onto the field for Notre Dame's
football team. The truth behind the story is debated, but we're
supposed to love the movie and want it to be true even if it isn't.
To not like the movie, I've heard, is un-American. Which means that
it's probably not a good thing that I don't particularly like the
movie. But maybe it's just because I don't care for Notre Dame's
football team.
The
Bible is also littered with these stories. The story of David is
probably the first one that comes to many of our minds, although if
the story of Jesus Christ were being sold to movie theaters today, it
would probably be advertised along the lines of Carpenter's
son ends up saving the world...and your soul!
Gideon fits in well with this storyline—he tells the Lord as much
when he is called to save the Israelites—My clan is the
weakest, and I am the least in my family.
Not exactly a promising start to a career, but it's bare honesty.
In
fact, everything that Gideon says in our reading today wouldn't be
how we would script it. Gideon doesn't respond to the Lord's call
with enthusiasm or a great desire to serve. If we were in charge,
Gideon's initial response might be enough to have the Lord go ask
someone else.
Listen
again to his reply: If the Lord is with us, why then has
all this happened to us? And where are all his wonderful deeds that
our ancestors recounted to us?
Gideon isn't pleased with the Lord's role in the life of the
Israelites. And, to be honest, who can blame him? To give you a bit
of context, the Israelites are being oppressed by the Midianites—they
are constantly being overrun, and every time they begin to get their
feet on the ground, they get overrun once more. The scene opens with
Gideon hiding wheat so that the Midianites won't find it the next
time they decide to beat up on the Israelites.
So
Gideon is angry with God, because he feels like God has abandoned his
people.
And
who here hasn't every been angry with God?
I
was listening to an interview with someone in Homs, Syria the other
day, and they said that they are begging for humanitarian aid in
their city. He said that all they want is half a life, as though
it's too bold to ask for a whole life. Their expectations are so low
because they've been brutally abused over the past months, with no
sign of hope. They only want half a life.
Think
about all that's going on in the world. There is chaos everywhere.
War seems to linger in so many places on the planet. Famine has
parts of Africa in its grip. Mexico has fallen prey to druglords.
Gangs threaten the prosperity of Chattanooga and many of its
residents, some of whom have no other hope. And in our own lives,
how many of us have known death to take a loved one from us? How
many have dealt with disease and illness? Or have spent weeks and
month searching for employment?
In
all of these situations, we wonder where God is. We wonder why God
doesn't intervene and feed kids in Africa. We wonder why God doesn't
offer hope to kids in rough neighborhoods. We wonder why God doesn't
heal a loved one, why God doesn't direct our feet in the paths that
lead to life. We wonder why God keeps silent when we shout our
prayers to the heavens.
We
share our concerns with Gideon, who shouts his prayers to the angel
of the Lord when God calls him.
I
want you to notice something very important in this text. I want you
to notice what isn't there.
A
rebuke.
God
doesn't rebuke or strike Gideon down for voicing his anger to the
Lord. Instead, he still calls him to serve, to lead.
I
think this is a very important point. Serving God doesn't have to
mean that we're not allowed to question God. Loving God doesn't mean
that we're never allowed to be angry with God. Being in a loving
relationship means that we'll grow frustrated at times. Marriages
don't fail because people start arguing—they fail when people stop
arguing, because that means that the people have stopped caring
enough to fight. Our relationship with God is no different—we're
supposed to offer everything to God, and when we have frustration and
anger, we can offer that to God, too. God is big enough for your
questions. God is big enough for your anger. God is big enough for
your frustration. So place it all before God.
But
don't expect God to give up on you just because you're angry. God
doesn't answer Gideon's questions, just like we may never truly
understand why so many awful things go on in the world. God is big
enough for our questions, but while God may not give us answers for
all of them, God will make a way forward, promising a victorious
future. And just like Gideon, God will still call you to be a part
of this victory, a part of the church, to be an instrument of his
redemption. Even if you don't feel worthy—even if you feel like
the last person that God would call, God wants you to be a part of
what God is doing in the world. God wants you to join in.
You
may not feel worthy—but just as God promises Gideon, God will be
with you. God's power will work in you and through you in such a way
that you may not always realize what God is doing, but I promise you
that God is at work within you. The way to live as Christians is to
stop working against God, and to begin working with God, to discover
the places and ways that God is at work within you and grow in that
direction. God isn't going to fix all of your flaws at once, but God
works on parts of our lives at a time, and if we're patient and let
God work, we find ourselves constantly growing as a part of our life
of faith. God is at work in us, through us, working out salvation
for all of humanity and using the church.
Remember,
it doesn't mean you can't ever be upset with God. What it does mean
is that God can handle your anger, as long as its part of your
offering. We're in this covanental relationship, and God wants us to
pour all of ourselves out before God as an offering. So let us pour
ourselves out, joys and concerns, and let God do a mighty work
through us.
Let
us pray
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