Christmas Eve

Lord,
On this cold morning, remind me of your warmth and love. Remind me of the only place that I am truly safe, the only place where I can find true hope. All good things come from you and you alone.
You gave the world the gift of a Savior, a gift we have rejected, time and time again. But the gift is still there; Mary had the child, and he grew into a man and showed us how to love and worship you. We fail in our attempts, but we know the light and we look to it, hoping that we will be able to steer our feet to walk that path. We know you and love you, even though we fail.
Remind us of our savior, Jesus Christ. Remind us that our hope is in him, that our life is in him. May we cherish and celebrate the gift of a Savior this and every day.
Amen.

Everything

God--
You are everything. You are my hope, my joy and my life. You are the sun that filters in through the window and warms me, bringing a smile to my face as I recall all that is possible through you. You are the song that I begin to remember as I see beauty and wonder and my soul bursts forth in singing at the thought of you and your love. You are laughter upon my lips and thanksgiving in my heart. You are incredible.
And you change everything. You challenge and push me outside of my comfort zone to go and love as you loved. You constantly force me to consider how I am living and what I am really doing here. You are alive and at work within my soul, and I praise you for that. You have conquered sin and death, and you continue to work in me so that I might be entirely yours forever and ever.
Amen!

Romans 1:16-17

For I am not ashamed of the gospel; it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who has faith, to the Jew first and also to the Greek. 17For in it the righteousness of God is revealed through faith for faith; as it is written, “The one who is righteous will live by faith.”
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I love this quote because it levels the playing field; it brings to mind the notion of priesthood of all believers. It doesn't say the one who is righteous will own the biggest house, cook the finest meal, pray with the loudest voice, memorize the most passages of Scripture, condemn the most people for sinning or give the most in church. It says that the righteous one will live by faith. What are the outward signs of faith? Love and service to God and neighbor. Now for some this may mean cooking a fine meal or giving a lot of money, but it will mean something different for each person, for each one of us has different gifts, and using those gifts to love and serve God and neighbor is different for each person. Do not be afraid to be different, to be unique, and to use the gifts you are blessed with to serve each and every child of God on this earth.

Blessings

Clean Water

Money cannot solve all of our problems. We cannot buy our way out of loneliness and the emptiness around us. We have to invest our time and our energy, but by investing ourselves in each other, in society, in actively working towards taking part in God's mission around us, shouldn't that change how we spend the money we have?

Three Days to Christmas!!

Gracious Lord,
You are the rock beneath my feet, even when I choose to run. You are the arms that encircle me, even when I am restless and cannot be still. You are the living water for my soul, although I often turn to alternatives to try and parch my ravenous thirst. You are the bread of life, but I seek out other vendors to curb my endless appetite.
You are all that I need and yet I often turn from you to seek out other desires. You are love, joy, peace and grace, and yet I fail to know you, to love you, to treasure you like I should. I forget your grace and love, and remember the empty gifts I have been given by the world. I seek after those treasures first, forgetting what will be around last.
Remind me of your grace and love, throughout the day, and may each reminder, each brush on the cheek by the wings of your angels, be a renewal of my love and devotion to you.
Amen.

Romans 1:8-15

First, I thank my God through Jesus Christ for all of you, because your faith is proclaimed throughout the world. 9For God, whom I serve with my spirit by announcing the gospel of his Son, is my witness that without ceasing I remember you always in my prayers, 10asking that by God’s will I may somehow at last succeed in coming to you. 11For I am longing to see you so that I may share with you some spiritual gift to strengthen you— 12or rather so that we may be mutually encouraged by each other’s faith, both yours and mine. 13I want you to know, brothers and sisters, that I have often intended to come to you (but thus far have been prevented), in order that I may reap some harvest among you as I have among the rest of the Gentiles. 14I am a debtor both to Greeks and to barbarians, both to the wise and to the foolish 15—hence my eagerness to proclaim the gospel to you also who are in Rome.
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First, what do you do? What is the first thing you do in the morning? The first thing you do at work? At school? What comes first? Do we pray first? Do we rejoice first that one more day has come and we have the opportunity to go forth in joy and thanksgiving? Or do we simply accept the reality of another morning and go about our business as though this was no miracle, no gift of God, but another day to slog through? I believe strongly in miracles, and that each day is one. May we be a people of thanksgiving, of rejoicing, of praise and prayer, first thing in the morning and all the day long.

Blessings

Five Days to Christmas!

Gracious Lord,
You are grace and peace. You are Lord and King. You reign supreme in heaven and on earth. You are above all and in all. You are the source and reason for our joy. May we celebrate you in our lives. May all we do point to you, and as we spread the word of your amazing joy may we do so filled with grace and peace. May you give us the strength to set aside our quarreling, lay down our anger, push aside our differences, and agree on your grace and peace, starting from that point and going out into the world to share your love. You spent your time with strangers and sinners; we spend our time with friends and those we hold in high esteem. Send us out into your world to love, to share, to proclaim the good news of your coming kingdom, and of the salvation that has already come to me, a sinner, a man of unclean lips made new, washed in the blood of the lamb.
Hallelujah!
Amen.

Romans 1:1-7

Paul, a servant of Jesus Christ, called to be an apostle, set apart for the gospel of God, 2which he promised beforehand through his prophets in the holy scriptures, 3the gospel concerning his Son, who was descended from David according to the flesh 4and was declared to be Son of God with power according to the spirit of holiness by resurrection from the dead, Jesus Christ our Lord, 5through whom we have received grace and apostleship to bring about the obedience of faith among all the Gentiles for the sake of his name, 6including yourselves who are called to belong to Jesus Christ, 7To all God’s beloved in Rome, who are called to be saints: Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.
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Grace and peace. May you each be filled with it this Saturday. May you be so filled with it that it sloshes around, overflowing the rims of your lives and splashing into the life of your neighbors and friends. May grace and peace be so tangible in your life that you know the sound of peace flowing like a river, and you know the way your soul lifts when you remember the grace you have been given. May grace and peace rise like the morning sun and stay aloft, the guiding star in the days and nights of your lives, a beacon, shining for all to see, that leads your forward as you serve Christ the King. Grace and Peace.

Blessings.

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Announcements
Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! We’ll pick back up on the 9th. Safe travels to all who will be heading out of town.

The PW are putting on a luncheon in appreciation of the choir and their gifts after church this Sunday!

The Christmas Eve candlelight service is at 7 PM!

Pray for…
I am never sure what to do about the cascade of violence that seems to rain down upon Africa. So I pray.

Links
Curious about why we celebrate Christmas on December 25?
I don’t remember if I included this link yet or not. La Paz De Dios is a local agency working to connect the Hispanic community to the Chattanooga community.
The cleansing of Stalin’s legacy.
Everyday Heroes.
Who else would you have picked to lead the charge?
Fighting sex trafficking.

Church History Quiz (Answer Below)
Q: What was the crime Joan of Arc was found guilty of?

Text for Sunday, December 21
Luke 1:26-38
In the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent by God to a town in Galilee called Nazareth, to a virgin engaged to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David. The virgin’s name was Mary. And he came to her and said, “Greetings, favored one! The Lord is with you.” But she was much perplexed by his words and pondered what sort of greeting this might be. The angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favor with God. And now, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you will name him Jesus. He will be great, and will be called the Son of the Most High, and the Lord God will give to him the throne of his ancestor David. He will reign over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end.” Mary said to the angel, “How can this be, since I am a virgin?” The angel said to her, “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you; therefore the child to be born will be holy; he will be called Son of God. And now, your relative Elizabeth in her old age has also conceived a son; and this is the sixth month for her who was said to be barren. For nothing will be impossible with God.” Then Mary said, “Here am I, the servant of the Lord; let it be with me according to your word.” Then the angel departed from her.

A Reading from the Confessions
THE SECOND HELVETIC CONFESSION 5.226

THE FESTIVALS OF CHRIST AND THE SAINTS.
Moreover, if in Christian liberty the churches religiously celebrate the memory of the Lord’s nativity, circumcision, passion, resurrection, and of his ascension into heaven, and the sending of the Holy Spirit upon his disciples, we approve of it highly.

Did you know Christmas is not mentioned once in the Book of Confessions? I learned that today.

The Monastic Moment (from The Monastic Way.)
December 23
We are made in the very image of God, so we are mystery. We are question, infinite question. We can avoid living in the question only by avoiding our true self, devoting ourselves to building up a false self made up of what I do, what I have, what others think of me. We want to have ‘the answer’—the answer that will answer all, so that we can have everything under control, so that we can sense the power.
God is the answer. And God is mystery, God is the question. (Basil Pennington OSB)


Church History Answer

She was accused of heresy for claiming to receive orders from heaven, for insisting that these orders were given to her in French, and for dressing as a man. She had visions of Saints Catherine and Margaret and the archangel Michael ordering her to lead troops to break the siege of Orleans. She convinced Charles VII to allow her to bring in supplies and lead sorties to take enemy camps. Once the siege was broken all of France rallied around her and she stood by Charles’ side when he was crowned in Reims. The king would not allow her to return to her village, and so she continued fighting until she was captured by the English and sold to the bishop of Beauvais, who wanted to try her as a heretic and a witch. She initially agreed to recant her statements, but the Saints spoke to her again and rebuked her for this. As a consequence she was taken to the Old Market Square in Rouen and burned alive.
(Answer taken from Justo Gonzalez’s The Story of Christianity, Volume I, pg. 326-7)

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Friday Morning

Lord,
My feet are moving slowly this morning. Grant me your strength to continue in the ways you would have me walk. Grant me the strength to be even stronger, Lord, and go from my feet to my knees, so that I might spend more time in prayer. You have promised to hear our prayers, and yet I disregard this promise and try to tear through life on my own terms. Help me realize your strength and your love and to call upon these throughout the day. Make me a servant of your peace, connected to you in all I do. May my words call out to you and offer my very self to you and your ways.
Amen.

John 21:20-25

20-21Turning his head, Peter noticed the disciple Jesus loved following right behind. When Peter noticed him, he asked Jesus, "Master, what's going to happen to him?"

22-23Jesus said, "If I want him to live until I come again, what's that to you? You—follow me." That is how the rumor got out among the brothers that this disciple wouldn't die. But that is not what Jesus said. He simply said, "If I want him to live until I come again, what's that to you?"

24This is the same disciple who was eyewitness to all these things and wrote them down. And we all know that his eyewitness account is reliable and accurate.

25There are so many other things Jesus did. If they were all written down, each of them, one by one, I can't imagine a world big enough to hold such a library of books.

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Isn't that exactly what we believe? That Christ is so much bigger than what we conceive, and yet even this Christ was not too big to come to earth, to hear our individual thoughts and prayers, and abide with us. No matter how big God is, we are not lost in the crowd. This is the Jesus who, in the midst of a giant crowd, turns and speaks to the bleeding woman who touched the hem of his cloak. This is the Jesus who, even when he was busy dying on the cross, was not too busy to save a thief. This is the Jesus who is with us now, each and every day.

Blessings

12/18

Gracious Lord,
Thank you. For the gift of today. For the Gospel quartet that sang last night. For the warmth of a hug. For the love of a kitten. Thank you.
You alone are God. I still try to find ways to make myself God. I replace You with empty idols, with worldly comforts and monetary rewards. Still You remain.
You alone are the light. I hide in the shadows, ashamed of my ways, uncertain of your love, unaware of your presence. Still you abide, you love, you illumine.
You are the path. I make my own maps, blaze my own trails, create my own empty diversions and convince myself that entertainment is more important than faithfulness. Still, like a rock along the shore, you remain strong and faithful to me, gentle, yet stern, loving, yet powerful.
You are the way. I expend so much time and energy trying to create my own ways, my own life, my own little world, forgetting all that you have given, and not realizing how great your promises for the future are. Still, you are true. You are good, gracious and loving.
May I not forget your goodness, your grace, your love and faithfulness. Grant me the wisdom, courage and guidance of your Spirit so that, day by day, I might grow a little closer to you.
Amen.

John 21:15-19

15After breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, "Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?"

"Yes, Master, you know I love you."

Jesus said, "Feed my lambs."

16He then asked a second time, "Simon, son of John, do you love me?"

"Yes, Master, you know I love you."

Jesus said, "Shepherd my sheep."

17-19Then he said it a third time: "Simon, son of John, do you love me?"

Peter was upset that he asked for the third time, "Do you love me?" so he answered, "Master, you know everything there is to know. You've got to know that I love you."

Jesus said, "Feed my sheep. I'm telling you the very truth now: When you were young you dressed yourself and went wherever you wished, but when you get old you'll have to stretch out your hands while someone else dresses you and takes you where you don't want to go." He said this to hint at the kind of death by which Peter would glorify God. And then he commanded, "Follow me."

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How would Peter answer this? Jesus tells him how Peter will die, and then commands, 'follow me.' Most of us would run the other way given the opportunity. Perhaps Peter thought about it. Jesus questions his love and then hints at his death. This was Peter's chance to save himself.

He didn't take it. He followed Jesus, and indeed he died for it. How could he have stopped following a man he knew had just been raised from the dead? Jesus had been flogged, beaten and crucified, and yet here he sat, commanding Peter to follow him. Peter wasn't perfect; he was emotional and didn't always think before he spoke. But Peter loved Jesus. Jesus knew that; so Jesus asked a lot of Peter.

Jesus asks a lot of us as well. Jesus knows our love for Him. He knows our weaknesses as well. But He keeps coming to us, commanding us to follow Him, knowing full well the consequences and our fears, but coming back, asking about our love and commanding us to serve Him in all we do.

Blessings

As we draw near

God of new life, as we draw near to Christmas, may we remember how incredible it is that we profess Jesus Christ, son of God, Immanuel. May we realize how strong your love is in that rather than giving up on sinful humanity, you reach out, you give, and you save. We are free to hope because we are free to love you. We have so many questions about the life of Christ, so many blank pages in the Gospels we long to have filled in, and yet we must be patient, place our trust in you and go forward in faith and confidence. Still our minds, that we may hear your voice. Quiet our busy lives, so that as Christmas approaches we may truly consider the importance of Christ among us. Touch our hands and our feet, so that we may be more like the magi, traveling far, offering much, so that Christ may be glorified. May all we do be offered to you, Christ our King.
Amen.

John 21:1-14

1-3After this, Jesus appeared again to the disciples, this time at the Tiberias Sea (the Sea of Galilee). This is how he did it: Simon Peter, Thomas (nicknamed "Twin"), Nathanael from Cana in Galilee, the brothers Zebedee, and two other disciples were together. Simon Peter announced, "I'm going fishing."

3-4The rest of them replied, "We're going with you." They went out and got in the boat. They caught nothing that night. When the sun came up, Jesus was standing on the beach, but they didn't recognize him.

5Jesus spoke to them: "Good morning! Did you catch anything for breakfast?"

They answered, "No."

6He said, "Throw the net off the right side of the boat and see what happens."

They did what he said. All of a sudden there were so many fish in it, they weren't strong enough to pull it in.

7-9Then the disciple Jesus loved said to Peter, "It's the Master!"

When Simon Peter realized that it was the Master, he threw on some clothes, for he was stripped for work, and dove into the sea. The other disciples came in by boat for they weren't far from land, a hundred yards or so, pulling along the net full of fish. When they got out of the boat, they saw a fire laid, with fish and bread cooking on it.

10-11Jesus said, "Bring some of the fish you've just caught." Simon Peter joined them and pulled the net to shore—153 big fish! And even with all those fish, the net didn't rip.

12Jesus said, "Breakfast is ready." Not one of the disciples dared ask, "Who are you?" They knew it was the Master.

13-14Jesus then took the bread and gave it to them. He did the same with the fish. This was now the third time Jesus had shown himself alive to the disciples since being raised from the dead.

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This is one of my favorite Bible stories. I love the mental image of Jesus sitting on the beach, with some fresh fish over a fire. Peter is so excited he can't wait for the ship to come to shore; instead he puts on his clothes and hops overboard. The last time Peter had done this (In Matthew) he ended up flailing around in the water while Jesus was walking on it! Breakfast is ready. Jesus is serving.

Jesus does not only give us spiritual strength. Jesus provides for us in real ways as well. We do not always recognize them as miracles, but they are. Jesus sends people in and out of our lives who help us after those long, rocky nights in the turbulent seas of our lives. When I was in a boat that seemed ready to sink, just before I plunged to the depths a man came into my life and helped me understand what hope in Christ was. When I needed something steady to hold on to, he showed me how to anchor life to Christ. He wasn't preachy or harsh, but rather strong and kind. He gave me what I needed; an example to live by. May we realize that Christ uses us in miraculous ways, and may we be grateful for the gifts God sends into our lives.

Blessings

9 Days to Christmas!

Holy and Amazing Lord,
Thank you for the stars across the sky and the love within my heart. Thank you for the ability to hope in today and the freedom to work for you. Thank you for the people you have surrounded me with and the mentors I have had through the years. You have been, and still are, preparing me to work for your kingdom. Give me the strength to do that work with joy.
Lord, we all pray for wisdom to understand where you are leading us. Help me to understand what you are calling me to do. Help me to hear your voice, that still, silent voice, and to work tirelessly in pursuit of its call. Lord, teach me to be patient, not to try and grasp you, but to allow you to work in your time, and in your ways. You are the Lord of all; I am your creation. Help me remember that.
In my times of temptation and weakness, teach me your ways, strengthen me by your word, and lead me in your footsteps so that I might testify to you and your truth.
Amen.

John 20:24-31

24-25But Thomas, sometimes called the Twin, one of the Twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. The other disciples told him, "We saw the Master."

But he said, "Unless I see the nail holes in his hands, put my finger in the nail holes, and stick my hand in his side, I won't believe it."

26Eight days later, his disciples were again in the room. This time Thomas was with them. Jesus came through the locked doors, stood among them, and said, "Peace to you."

27Then he focused his attention on Thomas. "Take your finger and examine my hands. Take your hand and stick it in my side. Don't be unbelieving. Believe."

28Thomas said, "My Master! My God!"

29Jesus said, "So, you believe because you've seen with your own eyes. Even better blessings are in store for those who believe without seeing."

30-31Jesus provided far more God-revealing signs than are written down in this book. These are written down so you will believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and in the act of believing, have real and eternal life in the way he personally revealed it.

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Believe. It's a giant leap of faith to get from a great teacher/healer to the resurrected Son of God. Thomas kept coming back, kept showing up, so he had curiosities, questions, interest. He didn't give up on the idea, but it took some struggling inside for him to come to faith.

So go ahead, ask your big questions. Don't be afraid of being cast out into the outer darkness because you're not sure of the answer; instead use them as an opportunity to grow and understand. Faith seeking understanding is a theological term meaning we believe, and yet there is so much more we need to learn. As the the big questions and learn from the conversations that follow; Jesus Christ, the bedrock of our faith, will be there for us as we search.

Blessings

12/15

Heavenly Lord,
You speak and creation begins. Your words are more powerful than we can ever imagine. You rule over such broad expanses that to begin to comprehend it all sends my mind spinning and I am overcome by vastness that I cannot understand. You are God; your ways and thoughts are not my own, and I struggle to begin to think about you. I want to know your ways and your will for my life, but I cannot remove myself from my human ways of thinking. For that I depend on you revealing yourself to us, which you have done in Jesus Christ.
I praise you for the gift of Christ, the babe in the manger, the teacher in the streets, the healer in the gutters, the Savior on a cross. He is God with us, and we are tripping over ourselves as we try to crowd around him to see him, touch him, speak with him. Our lives are given over to the service of you, and we rejoice at the gift of a Savior, a leader, a shepherd. I can now understand that you are grace and love because that is what I have seen in Christ. I can now know you because I know Christ. I can go forth in love because I have seen what you are calling us to do. I can rejoice and praise your name because I know how great and powerful you are. Thank you, Lord, for coming down and showing us what it means for you to be God.
Amen.

John 20:19-23

19-20Later on that day, the disciples had gathered together, but, fearful of the Jews, had locked all the doors in the house. Jesus entered, stood among them, and said, "Peace to you." Then he showed them his hands and side.

20-21The disciples, seeing the Master with their own eyes, were exuberant. Jesus repeated his greeting: "Peace to you. Just as the Father sent me, I send you."

22-23Then he took a deep breath and breathed into them. "Receive the Holy Spirit," he said. "If you forgive someone's sins, they're gone for good. If you don't forgive sins, what are you going to do with them?"

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Jesus enters our locked doors. We think we can close ourselves off from the world, safe and secure on our own. Then Jesus barges in, and before we can think to protest, He gives us peace and sends us out on a mission of forgiveness and love. What are we going to do with those grudges we are holding on to? Those wounds we keep, reminding ourselves of how another has hurt us, aren't helping us move forward in life. What are we planning on doing with those? To all of our situations, Jesus wanders in, filled with power and might, and rather than yelling at us and telling us how we've got it all wrong, he gives us peace first, then hands out our mission. The God we love speaks grace and peace first. May we do the same.

Blessings

Saturday Morning

Holy God of Israel,
Thank you for the gift of this morning. I look outside and there is ice covering everything, and I am so grateful to be inside. So many are stranded outside, forever in search of a warm place to live and a fire to warm their feet by; remind me of how grateful I am called to be, and what I am to do with that gratitude. Turn my thankfulness into holy living, living devoted to you.
Your beauty hangs from the trees this morning, and it is written across the handrail on our deck. It sparkles as the light dances across its surface, and from somewhere deep within it is singing your praises. You are the one who writes love into the ice, who speaks through the lingering fog, who creates and enjoys. You are the one who has written your name across the stars and through the grass; you are the one who has left your calling card in the nook of every tree and in the song of every bird. You are the one to whom I cry out, "Praise and joy and wonder and thanksgiving and power and might!" You are the one to whom I cry out in my silent prayers. You are the one to whom I pray, sing and dance. You are the one I am grateful for, now and forever.
Amen.

John 20:11-18

11-13But Mary stood outside the tomb weeping. As she wept, she knelt to look into the tomb and saw two angels sitting there, dressed in white, one at the head, the other at the foot of where Jesus' body had been laid. They said to her, "Woman, why do you weep?"

13-14"They took my Master," she said, "and I don't know where they put him." After she said this, she turned away and saw Jesus standing there. But she didn't recognize him.

15Jesus spoke to her, "Woman, why do you weep? Who are you looking for?"

She, thinking that he was the gardener, said, "Mister, if you took him, tell me where you put him so I can care for him."

16Jesus said, "Mary."

Turning to face him, she said in Hebrew, "Rabboni!" meaning "Teacher!"

17Jesus said, "Don't cling to me, for I have not yet ascended to the Father. Go to my brothers and tell them, 'I ascend to my Father and your Father, my God and your God.'"

18Mary Magdalene went, telling the news to the disciples: "I saw the Master!" And she told them everything he said to her.

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One of the interesting arguments I've heard about Christianity is that part of the reason/evidence for the truth of the resurrection is the fact that women are the messengers of the resurrection. In those times, women would not have been as reliable sources as men, so if the early Christians were going to fabricate a story it would have been far more likely for them to have men be the ones who spread the news. But Jesus never works in the ways we expect Him to work. He eats with sinners, spends time with the hurt, the poor and the ill, and appears to Mary, the one who stood weeping outside the tomb. She needed hope, joy, light in her life, and Jesus brings all those things. I cannot imagine what that must have been like to have the world beneath your feet shattered and then suddenly pieced back together by the resurrection of Jesus Christ, but that is exactly what happens to Mary on this joyous Easter morning, when she comes to face to face with the risen Christ, just as in our baptisms we die to our sins and are joined in the resurrection of Christ. The question is, how do we help one another see the joy we have? What do we do with the knowledge of the risen Lord? How do we share the news?

Blessings

TGIF

Gracious and Ever-present God,
You offer us the sun so that we might bask in its light, just as you offer your Son so that we might see and understand the Light. Thank you for the gift of today, this opportunity to learn more about you, to grow closer to you, to worship and adore you. Thank you for blessing me with another chance to proclaim your name, the name above all names. Thank you for this time, these prayers, this love that knows no ends. You have promised to hear my voice when I cry to you, and I take advantage of that, because what a gift it is to be able to talk to the Almighty God of the universe.
You are the one who has set my feet in motion, giving me the urge to live for you. Help me find the strength to do the things I am afraid to do. Help me find the wisdom to ask you when I do not know what to do. Help me find the humility to accept the leadership of others when I overwhelmed and exhausted.
You are the ruler of the sun and the sky, and I bow before your Almighty throne, praying glory to God in the highest, and peace here on earth.
Amen.

John 20:1-10

1-2 Early in the morning on the first day of the week, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and saw that the stone was moved away from the entrance. She ran at once to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one Jesus loved, breathlessly panting, "They took the Master from the tomb. We don't know where they've put him."

3-10Peter and the other disciple left immediately for the tomb. They ran, neck and neck. The other disciple got to the tomb first, outrunning Peter. Stooping to look in, he saw the pieces of linen cloth lying there, but he didn't go in. Simon Peter arrived after him, entered the tomb, observed the linen cloths lying there, and the kerchief used to cover his head not lying with the linen cloths but separate, neatly folded by itself. Then the other disciple, the one who had gotten there first, went into the tomb, took one look at the evidence, and believed. No one yet knew from the Scripture that he had to rise from the dead. The disciples then went back home.

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He went in and believed. We are told that the linen cloths were neatly folded because if grave robbers had taken the body, they wouldn't have bothered to fold the cloths, but rather would have thrown them about. Regardless, even with this evidence, it is a giant leap of faith to say that he believed Jesus was risen from the dead. How many other thoughts might have rushed through his mind, I don't know. But he saw and believed.

We are called to take the same leap of faith. We often find ourselves staring into a tomb. It might even feel like we are standing in one. But we see evidence, through the outreach of a church or the love of a friend, that points to a greater love, and we are called to believe. We need to believe. We need to recognize and understand what is at work in our lives, and realize that the tomb in which we are standing is not a permanent place for us. Only by seeing and believing can we burst forth from the tomb and go tell others what we have seen, that Jesus Christ, Lord of Heaven and Earth, has raised us from the dead.

Blessings

Rainy Thursdays

Eternal and Abiding Lord,
You alone are the master of this world. You are our God and King, and when we lift our voices to the heavens, you have promised to hear them and to be present with us. You know our hopes and our dreams, and you have your own hopes and dreams for us. Yet in the darkness of our lives, we struggle to see and understand your dreams. We fail to see through the veil we erect to separate our lives from you. We want comfort and security; with you there is challenge and growth, new life and new creation. That terrifies us. We are not ready for you and the lifestyle you call us to.
Make us new, Lord. From the inside out, renew our thoughts and our ways. Guide our feet along the path. Walk with us, night and day, and help us see how your ways are better than ours, how your thoughts are bigger than ours, how your love is truer than ours. Help us understand who you are, and whose we are. May we see the truth and love in you, and help us to train our eyes to better understand how to seek that in our own lives.
Amen.

John 19:31-42

Since it was the day of Preparation, the Jews did not want the bodies left on the cross during the sabbath, especially because that sabbath was a day of great solemnity. So they asked Pilate to have the legs of the crucified men broken and the bodies removed. ³²Then the soldiers came and broke the legs of the first and of the other who had been crucified with him. ³³But when they came to Jesus and saw that he was already dead, they did not break his legs. ³⁴Instead, one of the soldiers pierced his side with a spear, and at once blood and water came out. ³⁵(He who saw this has testified so that you also may believe. His testimony is true, and he knows that he tells the truth.) ³⁶These things occurred so that the scripture might be fulfilled, “None of his bones shall be broken.” ³⁷And again another passage of scripture says, “They will look on the one whom they have pierced.”

³⁸After these things, Joseph of Arimathea, who was a disciple of Jesus, though a secret one because of his fear of the Jews, asked Pilate to let him take away the body of Jesus. Pilate gave him permission; so he came and removed his body. ³⁹Nicodemus, who had at first come to Jesus by night, also came, bringing a mixture of myrrh and aloes, weighing about a hundred pounds. ⁴⁰They took the body of Jesus and wrapped it with the spices in linen cloths, according to the burial custom of the Jews. ⁴¹Now there was a garden in the place where he was crucified, and in the garden there was a new tomb in which no one had ever been laid. ⁴²And so, because it was the Jewish day of Preparation, and the tomb was nearby, they laid Jesus there.

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There would be no story if it ended here. There would have been wailing, and grieving, and it would have been the end of Jesus of Nazareth. Today we would not read a Christmas story to our children; we would not wonder how the wisemen took such a journey of faith; we would never imagine water would become wine; we would not have the words of Jesus to push us and challenge our comfort. As long as Jesus was in the tomb, humanity wept at its loss, just as His followers wept. It was the darkest day of their lives, as this man they had invested everything in had been killed.

What are the dark corners of your life? What are the things that cause you to weep, to mourn? Do not believe that you are weak because of them. Do not believe that you must ignore or defeat them. Christianity, a religion filled with hope and joy, acknowledges the pains and agonies of life. They are a part of our story, and while we know how the story ends, that does not mean that pain and grief will not be a part of our walk. It simply means that our God will be with us and understands our pain. Weep and mourn, but do not believe that God abandons you in those times, for God never abandons us.

Blessings

Wednesday Evening

Lord,
It has been a long day. It has been filled with stress and moments of grace, and I am weary. I am tired and yet my day is not over; there are still steps to take before I complete this lap of the race you have set before me. Grant me your strength and courage to proclaim your word as I go forth for the remainder of the day. Grant me your wisdom and peace to have confidence in myself because I have confidence in you. Grant me your silence so that I may not hear the crashing cymbals of the outside world, but that I may hear the still, small voice whispering to my soul assuring me that you are here, now, and will be with me always.
Amen.

Wednesday Morning

Dear God,
Surround me as I go through this wet and rainy day. As the drops cascade down upon my head, upon my back, before and after me, may your grace do the same, anointing me in your love. You are the God who gives beyond our ability to recognize, the God who offers more than we can ever imagine--stretch my mind to consider your grace, your love and your faithfulness. Help me to understand your ways, so that my life might be transformed by your Holy Spirit so that I might more fully take part in your mission here in this world.
On rainy days I love to sit inside and watch the rain beat down upon our deck. Thank you, Lord, for a dry place to sit in the rain. Thank you, Lord, for the chance to be indoors, safe from the cold and the rain. Thank you, Lord, for the blessings you have given. So many in this world are homeless, with no place to hide from the elements. Open my eyes so that I might see how the world around me suffers when it rains.
As I go into this world today, Lord, may I go forward and speak words of grace and love. May I reach out to others, may I offer myself, may your words form my words and guide my feet so that I might be used by you for your service. May I do all things in love and peace.
Amen.

John 19:16-30

16-19Pilate caved in to their demand. He turned him over to be crucified.
The Crucifixion
They took Jesus away. Carrying his cross, Jesus went out to the place called Skull Hill (the name in Hebrew is Golgotha), where they crucified him, and with him two others, one on each side, Jesus in the middle. Pilate wrote a sign and had it placed on the cross. It read:

jesus the nazarene
the king of the jews.

20-21Many of the Jews read the sign because the place where Jesus was crucified was right next to the city. It was written in Hebrew, Latin, and Greek. The Jewish high priests objected. "Don't write," they said to Pilate, "'The King of the Jews.' Make it, 'This man said, "I am the King of the Jews."'"

22Pilate said, "What I've written, I've written."

23-24When they crucified him, the Roman soldiers took his clothes and divided them up four ways, to each soldier a fourth. But his robe was seamless, a single piece of weaving, so they said to each other, "Let's not tear it up. Let's throw dice to see who gets it." This confirmed the Scripture that said, "They divided up my clothes among them and threw dice for my coat." (The soldiers validated the Scriptures!)

24-27While the soldiers were looking after themselves, Jesus' mother, his aunt, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene stood at the foot of the cross. Jesus saw his mother and the disciple he loved standing near her. He said to his mother, "Woman, here is your son." Then to the disciple, "Here is your mother." From that moment the disciple accepted her as his own mother.

28Jesus, seeing that everything had been completed so that the Scripture record might also be complete, then said, "I'm thirsty."

29-30A jug of sour wine was standing by. Someone put a sponge soaked with the wine on a javelin and lifted it to his mouth. After he took the wine, Jesus said, "It's done . . . complete." Bowing his head, he offered up his spirit.

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Can you imagine standing at the foot of the cross, watching your friend and teacher die? Can you imagine the horror of watching him suffer through a slow and agonizing death? Can you imagine the tears that were shed, the cries for mercy, for peace, that echoed from the heavens? The pain and agony would have been too much to bear.

And yet can you imagine life without this day? Can you imagine what we would hope in if our sins were not washed clean in the blood of Christ? Can you imagine what we might think of God if we had no Christ to show us who God is? Can you imagine what we would make of life if we didn't understand how God was calling us to live? The pain and agony were not too high a price for God to pay so that we might live in right relationship, in love and freedom, free to choose to live for God.


Blessings

This beautiful morning

Gracious and Loving God--
Your beauty overwhelms me as I watch the sunrise through my tiny bathroom window, catching a glimpse of the pink and red hues escaping from the trees and bursting forth into the skies. I am stunned by the range of colors that trace their ways across the skies and I pause for a moment and wonder what it might look like to you. What is beauty to your eyes? Do you erupt with joy at the sunset? Do you weep as the sunrises and the light streams into my world, the light that you created? Do you notice the way the light catches the edges of the leaves on the trees and gives them its brilliance? Or do you miss the light because you are so focused upon the lives of your creations, your children, we who laugh and play and work and live in this world you have made?

As I sit and ponder your vastness, I am filled with one thought: grant me the strength that I might be faithful. Give me your love, so that I might serve my neighbor. Give me a mind that is singularly devoted to you. Give me hope and peace and light and joy so that whatever I do is directed towards you. My paltry acts can in no way give you the recognition that bursts from my heart, but your Spirit enables me to live and pray in such a way that I might have the courage to believe that my acts and my thoughts display my love and affection for you. You are my beginning and end, my love and my goal; grant that I may live these days in such a way that you are aware of my deep and steadfast devotion to you.

As for my failings? I weep over them. I shed tears that I have strayed from what you would have me do. I watch with sorrow as I replay those opportunities that I have missed to serve you. I mourn for time wasted without you. May my life be lived in service, in worship and in the presence of the Holy Spirit, constantly seeking out ways to glorify and proclaim the Good News of Eternal Hope that we have in Jesus Christ our Lord.

Amen.

John 19:8-15

8-9When Pilate heard this, he became even more scared. He went back into the palace and said to Jesus, "Where did you come from?"

Jesus gave no answer.

10Pilate said, "You won't talk? Don't you know that I have the authority to pardon you, and the authority to—crucify you?"

11Jesus said, "You haven't a shred of authority over me except what has been given you from heaven. That's why the one who betrayed me to you has committed a far greater fault."

12At this, Pilate tried his best to pardon him, but the Jews shouted him down: "If you pardon this man, you're no friend of Caesar's. Anyone setting himself up as 'king' defies Caesar."

13-14When Pilate heard those words, he led Jesus outside. He sat down at the judgment seat in the area designated Stone Court (in Hebrew, Gabbatha). It was the preparation day for Passover. The hour was noon. Pilate said to the Jews, "Here is your king."

15They shouted back, "Kill him! Kill him! Crucify him!"

Pilate said, "I am to crucify your king?"

The high priests answered, "We have no king except Caesar."

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The words of the high priests are the words of us all; we freely swear our allegiance to those who do not deserve it, who have not earned it, who have no real power in this world. We promise to be loyal to those who protect our lives, rather than the One who has created our life and seeks to enrich it with the Spirit. We are led, easily, by promises of riches and success, when the One who loves us would offer us faithfulness and endurance. We have our choice before us; who will be our King? To whom will we swear our allegiance? Who will hear our thoughts, have our time and our prayers, and be the One upon whom we shower our affections? Will it be the temporary powers of this world, or the timeless God of heaven and earth?

Blessings

John 19:1-7

1-3 So Pilate took Jesus and had him whipped. The soldiers, having braided a crown from thorns, set it on his head, threw a purple robe over him, and approached him with, "Hail, King of the Jews!" Then they greeted him with slaps in the face.

4-5Pilate went back out again and said to them, "I present him to you, but I want you to know that I do not find him guilty of any crime." Just then Jesus came out wearing the thorn crown and purple robe.

Pilate announced, "Here he is: the Man."

6When the high priests and police saw him, they shouted in a frenzy, "Crucify! Crucify!"

Pilate told them, "You take him. You crucify him. I find nothing wrong with him."

7The Jews answered, "We have a law, and by that law he must die because he claimed to be the Son of God."

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To think they only properly identified Jesus as a King in mockery! He deserved a crown, but not one we could make with our hands. He was more kingly than we could have imagined, while Pilate and other leaders showed an inability to take a stand. Pilate passed off responsibility for the life of Jesus, while the Jews did not want to punish him by their own laws. They wanted him dead, and the Romans needed to do that. The followers of Jesus could do nothing but weep. It often feels like we are in similar positions, watching as those in power make decisions that affect us all, that change our lives, and we can do nothing but wait. As we wait, as our lives change, let us remember our King, our Lord of Lords, the one who holds true power in his hand. As we wait, let us pray, and serve one another in humility and faithfulness.

Blessings

John 18:28-40

28-29They led Jesus then from Caiaphas to the Roman governor's palace. It was early morning. They themselves didn't enter the palace because they didn't want to be disqualified from eating the Passover. So Pilate came out to them and spoke. "What charge do you bring against this man?"

30They said, "If he hadn't been doing something evil, do you think we'd be here bothering you?"

31-32Pilate said, "You take him. Judge him by your law."

The Jews said, "We're not allowed to kill anyone." (This would confirm Jesus' word indicating the way he would die.)

33Pilate went back into the palace and called for Jesus. He said, "Are you the 'King of the Jews'?"

34Jesus answered, "Are you saying this on your own, or did others tell you this about me?"

35Pilate said, "Do I look like a Jew? Your people and your high priests turned you over to me. What did you do?"

36"My kingdom," said Jesus, "doesn't consist of what you see around you. If it did, my followers would fight so that I wouldn't be handed over to the Jews. But I'm not that kind of king, not the world's kind of king."

37Then Pilate said, "So, are you a king or not?"

Jesus answered, "You tell me. Because I am King, I was born and entered the world so that I could witness to the truth. Everyone who cares for truth, who has any feeling for the truth, recognizes my voice."

38-39Pilate said, "What is truth?"

Then he went back out to the Jews and told them, "I find nothing wrong in this man. It's your custom that I pardon one prisoner at Passover. Do you want me to pardon the 'King of the Jews'?"

40They shouted back, "Not this one, but Barabbas!" Barabbas was a Jewish freedom fighter.

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This sure gets complicated. What is a King? What is Truth? Jesus Christ is both, but the kind that Pilate wouldn't recognize. His vision was so caught up in the world's view of power and truth he wouldn't have been able to see that Jesus was a different kind of kind, a different king of truth, one that loves without end and has mercy big enough for us all. Jesus is the kind of king who runs to us, rather than waiting on our being brought to him. Jesus is the kind of truth who is eternal, not relative to the here and now. Jesus is the answer to all of Pilate's questions, dreams and hopes, but he fails to see it, and hands him over. We often do the same, but we know the end of the story, and know that Jesus picks us up, sets us on our feet, and embraces us in his eternal and undying love.

Blessings

John 18:25-27

25Meanwhile, Simon Peter was back at the fire, still trying to get warm. The others there said to him, "Aren't you one of his disciples?"

He denied it, "Not me."

26One of the Chief Priest's servants, a relative of the man whose ear Peter had cut off, said, "Didn't I see you in the garden with him?"

27Again, Peter denied it. Just then a rooster crowed.

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Perhaps this is one of the most hopeful passages in the Bible. Why? Peter doesn't appear again until John 20:2, when Mary tells him the stone has been rolled away. Peter rushes to the garden and goes into the tomb, finding nothing but the cloths that had wrapped the body of Christ. From a place of denial Peter is one of the first to see the empty tomb.

This passage gives me hope because there are too many times in my life when I have denied Christ, through words or actions. I have sought after worldly things and turned my back on Godly things. I have failed to study or pray, failed to grow and challenge myself. Yet there is hope for me. Even though Peter turned his back on Christ, just as all of humanity turned against Christ, just as I have turned from Christ, Christ never turns His back on us. Christ doesn't give up on us, release us from His loving arms, or allow us to wallow in despair or darkness. Christ is with us, Christ seeks us, loves us, pursues us and treasures us. Christ gives us second, third and fourth chances, and when we fail at those, Christ still is with us, holding our heads up so we can see the light. Even when we fail gloriously like Peter, there is still hope for us as disciples of the Risen Lord.

Blessings

John 18:12-24

12-14Then the Roman soldiers under their commander, joined by the Jewish police, seized Jesus and tied him up. They took him first to Annas, father-in-law of Caiaphas. Caiaphas was the Chief Priest that year. It was Caiaphas who had advised the Jews that it was to their advantage that one man die for the people.

15-16Simon Peter and another disciple followed Jesus. That other disciple was known to the Chief Priest, and so he went in with Jesus to the Chief Priest's courtyard. Peter had to stay outside. Then the other disciple went out, spoke to the doorkeeper, and got Peter in.

17The young woman who was the doorkeeper said to Peter, "Aren't you one of this man's disciples?"

He said, "No, I'm not."

18The servants and police had made a fire because of the cold and were huddled there warming themselves. Peter stood with them, trying to get warm.

The Interrogation

19-21Annas interrogated Jesus regarding his disciples and his teaching. Jesus answered, "I've spoken openly in public. I've taught regularly in meeting places and the Temple, where the Jews all come together. Everything has been out in the open. I've said nothing in secret. So why are you treating me like a conspirator? Question those who have been listening to me. They know well what I have said. My teachings have all been aboveboard."

22When he said this, one of the policemen standing there slapped Jesus across the face, saying, "How dare you speak to the Chief Priest like that!"

23Jesus replied, "If I've said something wrong, prove it. But if I've spoken the plain truth, why this slapping around?"

24Then Annas sent him, still tied up, to the Chief Priest Caiaphas.

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Our desire to tie up Jesus has been causing us problems since this event. We want to tame him, have him close by and able to fix our problems. We want Jesus under our control, so he will bless our actions and not push us any farther than we are willing to go.

We cannot bind up Jesus in our desires to live free of the demands of Christianity. If we live according to a Scripture that doesn't continue to challenge the way we live and think, the way we spend our time as well as our money, then we are trying to tie up Jesus. If we live in constant prayer, with an attitude of constant worship, and a constant awareness of the love of God that calls us to be Christians in every time and place, then we are allowing Jesus to be free in our lives, pushing and challenging us, while always loving us more than we can ever imagine.

Blessings

John 18:1-11

1 Jesus, having prayed this prayer, left with his disciples and crossed over the brook Kidron at a place where there was a garden. He and his disciples entered it.

2-4Judas, his betrayer, knew the place because Jesus and his disciples went there often. So Judas led the way to the garden, and the Roman soldiers and police sent by the high priests and Pharisees followed. They arrived there with lanterns and torches and swords. Jesus, knowing by now everything that was coming down on him, went out and met them. He said, "Who are you after?"

They answered, "Jesus the Nazarene."

5-6He said, "That's me." The soldiers recoiled, totally taken aback. Judas, his betrayer, stood out like a sore thumb.

7Jesus asked again, "Who are you after?"

They answered, "Jesus the Nazarene."

8-9"I told you," said Jesus, "that's me. I'm the one. So if it's me you're after, let these others go." (This validated the words in his prayer, "I didn't lose one of those you gave.")

10Just then Simon Peter, who was carrying a sword, pulled it from its sheath and struck the Chief Priest's servant, cutting off his right ear. Malchus was the servant's name.

11Jesus ordered Peter, "Put back your sword. Do you think for a minute I'm not going to drink this cup the Father gave me?"

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Weep for a moment. Stop and let the tears fall for the Son of God; here we stood, before the purest gift that has ever been given. Here we were, before God incarnate, glimpsing through the holes of heaven into the eternal and trying desperately to understand what it means that God has come to us, and we betrayed him, turned him over, for being too different than what we expected. Weep for a moment. Let the tears fall for humanity, who didn't recognize a Savior and when it did, didn't want it. Those few who did ran for safety, but most were so opposed they stormed into the garden, ready to put an end to the Savior they didn't want, who gave them a glimpse into a life they weren't ready for. Weep for a moment, and as the ground grows damp with our tears of sorrow, weep with joy, for in spite of all of this, inspire of our best efforts to kill Jesus of Nazareth, we are saved by His blood today.

Blessings

John 17:13-26

13-19Now I'm returning to you.
I'm saying these things in the world's hearing
So my people can experience
My joy completed in them.
I gave them your word;
The godless world hated them because of it,
Because they didn't join the world's ways,
Just as I didn't join the world's ways.
I'm not asking that you take them out of the world
But that you guard them from the Evil One.
They are no more defined by the world
Than I am defined by the world.
Make them holy—consecrated—with the truth;
Your word is consecrating truth.
In the same way that you gave me a mission in the world,
I give them a mission in the world.
I'm consecrating myself for their sakes
So they'll be truth-consecrated in their mission.

20-23I'm praying not only for them
But also for those who will believe in me
Because of them and their witness about me.
The goal is for all of them to become one heart and mind—
Just as you, Father, are in me and I in you,
So they might be one heart and mind with us.
Then the world might believe that you, in fact, sent me.
The same glory you gave me, I gave them,
So they'll be as unified and together as we are—
I in them and you in me.
Then they'll be mature in this oneness,
And give the godless world evidence
That you've sent me and loved them
In the same way you've loved me.

24-26Father, I want those you gave me
To be with me, right where I am,
So they can see my glory, the splendor you gave me,
Having loved me
Long before there ever was a world.
Righteous Father, the world has never known you,
But I have known you, and these disciples know
That you sent me on this mission.
I have made your very being known to them—
Who you are and what you do—
And continue to make it known,
So that your love for me
Might be in them
Exactly as I am in them.

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This is a prayer of a God who aches for us, who longs to be near us, with us in our midst. When we talk about our God, we don't have to point high into the heavens; we can point to the cross, and to this prayer, and say that, yes, our God loves us so strongly that God comes to us, holds us and sustains us, loves us beyond measure, treasures us each and every day, prays for us, cries with us, laughs with us. Our God loves deeper than the ocean and higher than the highest mountains. God created us out of joy (Can you hear God's excitement: "It is good!") and sustains us out of joy (Can you hear God's joy: "The same glory you gave me, I gave them") and promises to be with us forever (Our God is joyful: "So they might be one heart and mind with us"). Indeed, we proclaim Good News of great joy in our God!

Blessings

John 17:1-12

1-5 Jesus said these things. Then, raising his eyes in prayer, he said:
Father, it's time.
Display the bright splendor of your Son
So the Son in turn may show your bright splendor.
You put him in charge of everything human
So he might give real and eternal life to all in his charge.
And this is the real and eternal life:
That they know you,
The one and only true God,
And Jesus Christ, whom you sent.
I glorified you on earth
By completing down to the last detail
What you assigned me to do.
And now, Father, glorify me with your very own splendor,
The very splendor I had in your presence
Before there was a world.

6-12I spelled out your character in detail
To the men and women you gave me.
They were yours in the first place;
Then you gave them to me,
And they have now done what you said.
They know now, beyond the shadow of a doubt,
That everything you gave me is firsthand from you,
For the message you gave me, I gave them;
And they took it, and were convinced
That I came from you.
They believed that you sent me.
I pray for them.
I'm not praying for the God-rejecting world
But for those you gave me,
For they are yours by right.
Everything mine is yours, and yours mine,
And my life is on display in them.
For I'm no longer going to be visible in the world;
They'll continue in the world
While I return to you.
Holy Father, guard them as they pursue this life
That you conferred as a gift through me,
So they can be one heart and mind
As we are one heart and mind.
As long as I was with them, I guarded them
In the pursuit of the life you gave through me;
I even posted a night watch.
And not one of them got away,
Except for the rebel bent on destruction
(the exception that proved the rule of Scripture).

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What were you thankful for this past weekend? What are you thankful for right now? I hope that one of the things you are thankful for is the prayers of Jesus Christ. He hasn't forgotten you. He hasn't abandoned you. He still prays for you. He still aches when you ache. He still celebrates when you are glad. He still longs to hear your voice directed towards him in prayer, in conversation. He loves you and wants you to be faithful to the Scriptures, for Christ knows the only way we can be fulfilled, the only way we can live up to our potential is to recognize how dependent we are on God and live like created beings, faithful to our Creator. Christ wants this for you, prays for this for you, works with the Holy Spirit to guide you so this might be true. Christ loves you more deeply than you can imagine. It's a wonderful thing to be thankful for.

Blessings

Thankful

Yesterday I had the chance to go take a free yoga class on the North Shore. They said the focus of the class was gratitude, and we were to hold an image in our mind for which we were grateful. I chose baptism, the Spirit-filled waters that are teeming throughout our faith, sanctifying us and claiming us as Christ's own. Over the Thanksgiving Holiday, when we think about what we are grateful for, we should begin at baptism, for that is the moment when we recognize how much God has given to us so that we might have a relationship with God.

Romans 6:1-11

6What then are we to say? Should we continue in sin in order that grace may abound? ²By no means! How can we who died to sin go on living in it? ³Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? ⁴Therefore we have been buried with him by baptism into death, so that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, so we too might walk in newness of life. ⁵For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we will certainly be united with him in a resurrection like his. ⁶We know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body of sin might be destroyed, and we might no longer be enslaved to sin. ⁷For whoever has died is freed from sin. ⁸But if we have died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. ⁹We know that Christ, being raised from the dead, will never die again; death no longer has dominion over him. ¹⁰The death he died, he died to sin, once for all; but the life he lives, he lives to God. ¹¹So you also must consider yourselves dead to sin and alive to God in Christ Jesus.

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Each sin of ours was washed away, cleansed by the blood of the lamb. Upon that cross, each one of our sins was nailed by the force of love, held up there by the gift of a Savior, and it was gift we hadn't even thought to ask for yet. We were claimed by love, and all we have to do in return is to be grateful for the gift, for the opportunity to live as a forgiven and renewed people. What is Thanksgiving? It is an opportunity to recognize the new creation that has taken place within us and to claim that as our true identity, to be windows to the cross and mirrors to God's unchanging and eternal love.

Thanks be to God!!

John 16:25-33

25-28"I've used figures of speech in telling you these things. Soon I'll drop the figures and tell you about the Father in plain language. Then you can make your requests directly to him in relation to this life I've revealed to you. I won't continue making requests of the Father on your behalf. I won't need to. Because you've gone out on a limb, committed yourselves to love and trust in me, believing I came directly from the Father, the Father loves you directly. First, I left the Father and arrived in the world; now I leave the world and travel to the Father."

29-30His disciples said, "Finally! You're giving it to us straight, in plain talk—no more figures of speech. Now we know that you know everything—it all comes together in you. You won't have to put up with our questions anymore. We're convinced you came from God."

31-33Jesus answered them, "Do you finally believe? In fact, you're about to make a run for it—saving your own skins and abandoning me. But I'm not abandoned. The Father is with me. I've told you all this so that trusting me, you will be unshakable and assured, deeply at peace. In this godless world you will continue to experience difficulties. But take heart! I've conquered the world."

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We speak most plainly through our actions. That is how the world realized who Jesus Christ was. That is how others will realize where our eternal treasure is, also. If we act in ways that show who it is we truly love, then others will see our actions and wonder what it is that drives us to serve others, to love others, to reach out to those in desperate need of hearing about God's love. Over the Thanksgiving weekend, it is a challenge for us to be a thankful people, but also to be a people focused upon the needs of others, for this is a time of year when those needs are so apparent. Remember that as we give thanks, thousands all around us are in desperate need of warm food, a dry room and someone to show them they are loved. Perhaps, as Dan Sansbury says, 'you are the answer to their prayers.'

Blessings

John 16:16-24

16"In a day or so you're not going to see me, but then in another day or so you will see me."

Joy Like a River Overflowing

17-18That stirred up a hornet's nest of questions among the disciples: "What's he talking about: 'In a day or so you're not going to see me, but then in another day or so you will see me'? And, 'Because I'm on my way to the Father'? What is this 'day or so'? We don't know what he's talking about."

19-20Jesus knew they were dying to ask him what he meant, so he said, "Are you trying to figure out among yourselves what I meant when I said, 'In a day or so you're not going to see me, but then in another day or so you will see me'? Then fix this firmly in your minds: You're going to be in deep mourning while the godless world throws a party. You'll be sad, very sad, but your sadness will develop into gladness.

21-23"When a woman gives birth, she has a hard time, there's no getting around it. But when the baby is born, there is joy in the birth. This new life in the world wipes out memory of the pain. The sadness you have right now is similar to that pain, but the coming joy is also similar. When I see you again, you'll be full of joy, and it will be a joy no one can rob from you. You'll no longer be so full of questions.

23-24"This is what I want you to do: Ask the Father for whatever is in keeping with the things I've revealed to you. Ask in my name, according to my will, and he'll most certainly give it to you. Your joy will be a river overflowing its banks!

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Joy. Pure joy. The kind of joy that comes only from knowing that the Almighty God who created heaven and earth is in control of the world. This is the kind of joy Jesus talks about. It isn't the joy we get when we get paid, or when we discover that it's double-coupon day at Bi-Lo (although those are good days!). This is a deeper joy, one that rests in the soul and bursts forth upon our faces and we can't control how widely we smile because all of the fear and anxiety is driven away, leaving us face-to-face with the reality of our risen Lord. When we sing 'Joy to the World' this holiday season, think about real joy, Christ-centered joy, the joy that drives us to go out and spread the joy, spread out gifts out so that others may live. Let's go into the world and offer some of that joy that Christ has given us.

Blessings

John 16:1-15

1-4 "I've told you these things to prepare you for rough times ahead. They are going to throw you out of the meeting places. There will even come a time when anyone who kills you will think he's doing God a favor. They will do these things because they never really understood the Father. I've told you these things so that when the time comes and they start in on you, you'll be well-warned and ready for them.

The Friend Will Come

4-7"I didn't tell you this earlier because I was with you every day. But now I am on my way to the One who sent me. Not one of you has asked, 'Where are you going?' Instead, the longer I've talked, the sadder you've become. So let me say it again, this truth: It's better for you that I leave. If I don't leave, the Friend won't come. But if I go, I'll send him to you.

8-11"When he comes, he'll expose the error of the godless world's view of sin, righteousness, and judgment: He'll show them that their refusal to believe in me is their basic sin; that righteousness comes from above, where I am with the Father, out of their sight and control; that judgment takes place as the ruler of this godless world is brought to trial and convicted.

12-15"I still have many things to tell you, but you can't handle them now. But when the Friend comes, the Spirit of the Truth, he will take you by the hand and guide you into all the truth there is. He won't draw attention to himself, but will make sense out of what is about to happen and, indeed, out of all that I have done and said. He will honor me; he will take from me and deliver it to you. Everything the Father has is also mine. That is why I've said, 'He takes from me and delivers to you.'

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What do you think of the translation of Holy Spirit as 'Friend'? Seems strange, doesn't it? I am accustomed to Comforter, but friend? Maybe it pushes us in a new direction. I think what Christ is saying is that we need to be prepared to think of the Spirit as a friend, as someone who will be with us always, pushing us to grow, to be challenged, to see the world through God's eyes. The Spirit won't let us be comfortable and simply accept the things around us, but rather compel us to go out into the world and be the hands and feet of Christ. The life of Christ is a blessing beyond words; the Friend reminds us to go forward and be a blessing to others.

Blessings

John 15:18-27

18-19"If you find the godless world is hating you, remember it got its start hating me. If you lived on the world's terms, the world would love you as one of its own. But since I picked you to live on God's terms and no longer on the world's terms, the world is going to hate you.

20"When that happens, remember this: Servants don't get better treatment than their masters. If they beat on me, they will certainly beat on you. If they did what I told them, they will do what you tell them.

21-25"They are going to do all these things to you because of the way they treated me, because they don't know the One who sent me. If I hadn't come and told them all this in plain language, it wouldn't be so bad. As it is, they have no excuse. Hate me, hate my Father—it's all the same. If I hadn't done what I have done among them, works no one has ever done, they wouldn't be to blame. But they saw the God-signs and hated anyway, both me and my Father. Interesting—they have verified the truth of their own Scriptures where it is written, 'They hated me for no good reason.'

26-27"When the Friend I plan to send you from the Father comes—the Spirit of Truth issuing from the Father—he will confirm everything about me. You, too, from your side must give your confirming evidence, since you are in this with me from the start."

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It's amazing that there is a church today, after all the ominous things Jesus said. Seems like the most logical thing to do would have been for the disciples to find a nice, peaceful house somewhere in the country and live out there days talking (very quietly) about the amazing things Jesus Christ did. They could have even built a small church to worship in, not bothering to invite the rest of the world, which was filled with hate and ready to kill them

Jesus sent them into a world of anger and hatred. How is our world the same? We do not risk our lives when we proclaim our faith in God, but what do we risk? How has the world changed? How is it the same? How does the Word of Jesus Christ form us into a community different from society, and how do we embark on the adventure of our faith together? We are risking our lives, investing our lives, in something far bigger than ourselves. This faith is the adventure of our lives.

Blessings

John 15:1-17

John 15

The Vine and the Branches

1-3 "I am the Real Vine and my Father is the Farmer. He cuts off every branch of me that doesn't bear grapes. And every branch that is grape-bearing he prunes back so it will bear even more. You are already pruned back by the message I have spoken.

4"Live in me. Make your home in me just as I do in you. In the same way that a branch can't bear grapes by itself but only by being joined to the vine, you can't bear fruit unless you are joined with me.

5-8"I am the Vine, you are the branches. When you're joined with me and I with you, the relation intimate and organic, the harvest is sure to be abundant. Separated, you can't produce a thing. Anyone who separates from me is deadwood, gathered up and thrown on the bonfire. But if you make yourselves at home with me and my words are at home in you, you can be sure that whatever you ask will be listened to and acted upon. This is how my Father shows who he is—when you produce grapes, when you mature as my disciples.

9-10"I've loved you the way my Father has loved me. Make yourselves at home in my love. If you keep my commands, you'll remain intimately at home in my love. That's what I've done—kept my Father's commands and made myself at home in his love.

11-15"I've told you these things for a purpose: that my joy might be your joy, and your joy wholly mature. This is my command: Love one another the way I loved you. This is the very best way to love. Put your life on the line for your friends. You are my friends when you do the things I command you. I'm no longer calling you servants because servants don't understand what their master is thinking and planning. No, I've named you friends because I've let you in on everything I've heard from the Father.

16"You didn't choose me, remember; I chose you, and put you in the world to bear fruit, fruit that won't spoil. As fruit bearers, whatever you ask the Father in relation to me, he gives you.

17"But remember the root command: Love one another.

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Home is where the heart is. This coming week we will be celebrating Thanksgiving and all things home. Some will travel many miles to get home, others will have family members come into their homes. Some homes will feel full, others will feel empty without the presence of a certain loved one. Home is loaded with meaning, some good, some bad. Christ is calling us home. Christ is calling us to make our home in Him, so that we seek to be home, we seek to be in a place where we are surrounded by love, where we are surrounded by care. The home that Christ offers is one that disposes our anxiety, defeats our fears, and secures our future. If we are to call it home we are challenged to go out and invite others in, to go out and tell others of our home, but we always know there is a place for us, a warm, loving place, where Jesus Christ will welcome us with open arms.

Blessings

The Scots Confession, Chapter 1

God

"We confess and acknowledge one God alone, to whom alone we must cleave, whom alone we must serve, whom only we must worship, and in whom alone we put our trust. Who is eternal, infinite, immeasurable, incomprehensible, omnipotent, invisible; one in substance and yet distinct in three persons, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost. By whom we confess and believe all things in heaven and earth, visible and invisible, to have been created, to be retained in their being, and to be ruled and guided by his inscrutable providence for such end as his eternal wisdom, goodness, and justice have appointed, and to the manifestation of his own glory."

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Trying to describe God is like trying to count the stars. God is huge and impossibly vast beyond measure. Trying to describe God is like trying to imagine what the universe might have been like before creation. God is so other than we are, so different and so foreign, that we can never understand the mind of God. We will never know what it is like to have our words create trees, to have the ability to cast away sin and death, to have the depth of love God has. Trying to describe God is like trying to capture a sunset on film; we can take all the pictures we want, we can try to hold onto each moment, but at the end of the day, the best way to do it is simply sit back and bask in its beauty and radiance.

John 14:15-31

The Spirit of Truth

15-17"If you love me, show it by doing what I've told you. I will talk to the Father, and he'll provide you another Friend so that you will always have someone with you. This Friend is the Spirit of Truth. The godless world can't take him in because it doesn't have eyes to see him, doesn't know what to look for. But you know him already because he has been staying with you, and will even be in you!

18-20"I will not leave you orphaned. I'm coming back. In just a little while the world will no longer see me, but you're going to see me because I am alive and you're about to come alive. At that moment you will know absolutely that I'm in my Father, and you're in me, and I'm in you.

21"The person who knows my commandments and keeps them, that's who loves me. And the person who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and make myself plain to him."

22Judas (not Iscariot) said, "Master, why is it that you are about to make yourself plain to us but not to the world?"

23-24"Because a loveless world," said Jesus, "is a sightless world. If anyone loves me, he will carefully keep my word and my Father will love him—we'll move right into the neighborhood! Not loving me means not keeping my words. The message you are hearing isn't mine. It's the message of the Father who sent me.

25-27"I'm telling you these things while I'm still living with you. The Friend, the Holy Spirit whom the Father will send at my request, will make everything plain to you. He will remind you of all the things I have told you. I'm leaving you well and whole. That's my parting gift to you. Peace. I don't leave you the way you're used to being left—feeling abandoned, bereft. So don't be upset. Don't be distraught.

28"You've heard me tell you, 'I'm going away, and I'm coming back.' If you loved me, you would be glad that I'm on my way to the Father because the Father is the goal and purpose of my life.

29-31"I've told you this ahead of time, before it happens, so that when it does happen, the confirmation will deepen your belief in me. I'll not be talking with you much more like this because the chief of this godless world is about to attack. But don't worry—he has nothing on me, no claim on me. But so the world might know how thoroughly I love the Father, I am carrying out my Father's instructions right down to the last detail.

"Get up. Let's go. It's time to leave here."

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Get up. The disciples don't get any time to think about what Jesus has just said; they must keep moving forward. They must go out and keep his commandments, go out and live by the law of love he has taught them not only with his words but also with his actions. He will be leaving, but they are to stay and continue to testify to Him and His love by their actions.

Get up. Christ calls us to do the same. He doesn't leave us alone to do so, but sends the Spirit so that we might have strength and guidance, so that we might have hope and life, so that we might see clearly the path God is calling us down. We have to get up, we have to go out into the world and be active in love, showing the world how strong the love of God is.

Blessings

John 14:1-14

1-4 "Don't let this throw you. You trust God, don't you? Trust me. There is plenty of room for you in my Father's home. If that weren't so, would I have told you that I'm on my way to get a room ready for you? And if I'm on my way to get your room ready, I'll come back and get you so you can live where I live. And you already know the road I'm taking."

5Thomas said, "Master, we have no idea where you're going. How do you expect us to know the road?"

6-7Jesus said, "I am the Road, also the Truth, also the Life. No one gets to the Father apart from me. If you really knew me, you would know my Father as well. From now on, you do know him. You've even seen him!"

8Philip said, "Master, show us the Father; then we'll be content."

9-10"You've been with me all this time, Philip, and you still don't understand? To see me is to see the Father. So how can you ask, 'Where is the Father?' Don't you believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The words that I speak to you aren't mere words. I don't just make them up on my own. The Father who resides in me crafts each word into a divine act.

11-14"Believe me: I am in my Father and my Father is in me. If you can't believe that, believe what you see—these works. The person who trusts me will not only do what I'm doing but even greater things, because I, on my way to the Father, am giving you the same work to do that I've been doing. You can count on it. From now on, whatever you request along the lines of who I am and what I am doing, I'll do it. That's how the Father will be seen for who he is in the Son. I mean it. Whatever you request in this way, I'll do.

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We have the luxury of looking back on the resurrection, the assurance that everything Jesus said or did was confirmed by his defeat of death after three days in the tomb. The disciples had none of that. They followed him everywhere, and yet they each wanted something to be sure they were doing the right thing. Apparently the feedings and other miracles weren't enough; there had to be something more.

We always need something more. Being content doesn't seem to be a gift we have in our society. More proof, more faith, more knowledge; we are always seeking more. In many ways, this is a good thing, for we don't get comfortable and forget to continue seeking after the will of God. Yet we also need to rest in the comfort that Christ offers through his saving death and resurrection. Rest easy, assured that he is the way, the truth and the life, and we have no need of anxiety for the love of Christ will hold us and keep us.

Blessings

John 13:31-38

31-32When he had left, Jesus said, "Now the Son of Man is seen for who he is, and God seen for who he is in him. The moment God is seen in him, God's glory will be on display. In glorifying him, he himself is glorified—glory all around!

33"Children, I am with you for only a short time longer. You are going to look high and low for me. But just as I told the Jews, I'm telling you: 'Where I go, you are not able to come.'

34-35"Let me give you a new command: Love one another. In the same way I loved you, you love one another. This is how everyone will recognize that you are my disciples—when they see the love you have for each other."

36Simon Peter asked, "Master, just where are you going?"

Jesus answered, "You can't now follow me where I'm going. You will follow later."

37"Master," said Peter, "why can't I follow now? I'll lay down my life for you!"

38"Really? You'll lay down your life for me? The truth is that before the rooster crows, you'll deny me three times."

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Reading this I feel like there's a celebration going on but Jesus is the only one who realizes what exactly is going on. He wants everyone to be excited, to revel in the amazing thing that God has done and rejoice in God's power and gracious love, but instead everybody has so many questions. They just can't see. They can't wrap their minds around exactly who Jesus Christ is and what that means.

It is often our vision that is the problem. Our desires our not the problem; we want our lives to be lifted up in worship. It's just that we can't see to understand how that will happen. We can't understand the steps we need to take so that we are followers of Christ. We pray for revelation from God that seems to never come. We don't see the world God sees it, and it is so difficult to wrap our minds around how God works. This is the God whose power was displayed on a cross. This is a God whose love was displayed through death. This is the God who speaks through silence and moves through soup kitchens. Be still, be calm, and seek for God, but do not despair if it is not all laid out before you. God is present, I promise you that, but God is working in your life slowly, day by day, and often in the small things we tend to not notice. Be still, and know that God is with you every second of the way.

Blessings

John 13:21-30

21After he said these things, Jesus became visibly upset, and then he told them why. "One of you is going to betray me."

22-25The disciples looked around at one another, wondering who on earth he was talking about. One of the disciples, the one Jesus loved dearly, was reclining against him, his head on his shoulder. Peter motioned to him to ask who Jesus might be talking about. So, being the closest, he said, "Master, who?"

26-27Jesus said, "The one to whom I give this crust of bread after I've dipped it." Then he dipped the crust and gave it to Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot. As soon as the bread was in his hand, Satan entered him.

"What you must do," said Jesus, "do. Do it and get it over with."

28-29No one around the supper table knew why he said this to him. Some thought that since Judas was their treasurer, Jesus was telling him to buy what they needed for the Feast, or that he should give something to the poor.

30Judas, with the piece of bread, left. It was night.

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Judas, one who had followed Jesus throughout his ministry, was about to betray Jesus Christ. Jesus knew he had only so many sunsets left, and the actions of Judas were bringing the end closer and closer.

I am continue to be surprised by the inner strength of Jesus. Surely the easier path was so tempting. But he maintained a focus, a resoluteness, and did what he had come to do. I admire that focus and dedication. How do we focus ourselves on what must be done? How do we uphold our determination in the face of opposition? How do we make it through the challenges that face us?

Only because God is our strength in the midst of it. God does not promise to keep us out of the shadows and dark parts of our lives, only to be with us in the middle of them. God is our rock, our refuge, and our hope that we willmake it through the darkness and return to the light and the joy we once knew.

Blessings